I wrote my introduction without getting very much response. Is this Forum not so very active?
I have been kind of addicted to FaceBook, Schizophrenia Forum in Sweden and before I tried to read some things in the Swedish Asperger Forum.
But it is so strange, that although I am so happy with God and Christ, I am in the sad situation of being not connected to so much working support on the 'net.
I have an incredible tale to keep quiet about - 30 years with inner voices, but 8-10 years of these I managed to work, but with easier things than before (computer support).
And it now has been 5 + 5 years of life in a living place with several people and staff, but all have their own apartment.
I had so much totally disastrous things happen here, where it now has been 1.5 years.
It seems that it is not normal at all, those living here have perhaps different problems, but for me, having both Schizophrenia and Asperger's Syndrome, it has been disastrous.
I have help from nurses and others from the Health Care. But today, I do not dare to phone them, the demons are getting dangerous.
I want to get to church again, I've been to the Baptists only once now during 5 years. But I want to at least buy a pair of nonblue jeans first, but that never seems to be done.
But I am trying to be strong in the Lord, but it is so lonely. I can say that without the Lord, nothing would be possible.
I think that I had a good life, with studies, until my Father's disease Huntington's Chorea retired him. Then I moved to my own apartment. That was 35 years ago.
I'm not sure how you over there could be of help, I feel that I am disturbing things.
But I am so tired of all this mess.
I'm writing this because I've been up during the night, being attacked by demons or what is in this house. I talked to staff this morning, but you cannot imagine. :-(
Please, any ideas would be great. I bought books yesterday about Asperger's Syndrome, I do not understand if that caused anything?!
Best Wishes,
/yajoh
I have been kind of addicted to FaceBook, Schizophrenia Forum in Sweden and before I tried to read some things in the Swedish Asperger Forum.
But it is so strange, that although I am so happy with God and Christ, I am in the sad situation of being not connected to so much working support on the 'net.
I have an incredible tale to keep quiet about - 30 years with inner voices, but 8-10 years of these I managed to work, but with easier things than before (computer support).
And it now has been 5 + 5 years of life in a living place with several people and staff, but all have their own apartment.
I had so much totally disastrous things happen here, where it now has been 1.5 years.
It seems that it is not normal at all, those living here have perhaps different problems, but for me, having both Schizophrenia and Asperger's Syndrome, it has been disastrous.
I have help from nurses and others from the Health Care. But today, I do not dare to phone them, the demons are getting dangerous.
I want to get to church again, I've been to the Baptists only once now during 5 years. But I want to at least buy a pair of nonblue jeans first, but that never seems to be done.
But I am trying to be strong in the Lord, but it is so lonely. I can say that without the Lord, nothing would be possible.
I think that I had a good life, with studies, until my Father's disease Huntington's Chorea retired him. Then I moved to my own apartment. That was 35 years ago.
I'm not sure how you over there could be of help, I feel that I am disturbing things.
But I am so tired of all this mess.
I'm writing this because I've been up during the night, being attacked by demons or what is in this house. I talked to staff this morning, but you cannot imagine. :-(
Please, any ideas would be great. I bought books yesterday about Asperger's Syndrome, I do not understand if that caused anything?!
Best Wishes,
/yajoh