Singles Cafe (2)

[kelco]

Hi all. What an after noon. confrim something all already knew about... My oldest brother told me something today that for some it might be a shock. My father never wanted me. I knew this all long. He never wanted anything to do with me.

Thanks CC.

 

[wildthing]

Please kelco no tears. It just not worth it. If it was the summer I would take my bike out for a long ride.

 

[kelco]

Sorry. Just kinda close to the edge these days and that makes me hurt worse than anything else I've heard for a long. long time. I'll be back in a few.........

 

[wildthing]

Am going take a bit of break too. I be back at about 7:30 or so. Yeah it does hurt.

 

[kelco]

I'll be here.

 

[BeautyForAshes]

Hi all. What an after noon. confrim something all already knew about... My oldest brother told me something today that for some it might be a shock. My father never wanted me. I knew this all long. He never wanted anything to do with me.

Thanks CC.

{{{{{{{wildthing}}}}}}

We're glad you're here!

And most importantly, our Father in heaven is too!

 

[2Timothy2]

WT, it's good to remember we get our worth from what God thinks of us, not man. That said, do you think I could beat your dad into realizing you are one of the best things to happen in his life?

 

[wildthing]

I am back. thanks so much for your prayers and your gifts. Now I need to figure out what to clear out. 2Tim2 you won't have to do that. My dad pass away it's just the pain of growing up that way was so bad. My dad realized that during his last few days on earth. He had cancer I took him to chemo I took him to the dr.s I even carried him into the house when he was so weak. Perhaps it was a lesson for him he might not of been there for me, but I was there for him...

 

[kelco]

You being there was all that matters. A beautiful lesson.

 

[wildthing]

God is like that too. Always there. Makes you think about foot prints in the sand.

 

[kelco]

My son, my precious child,
I love you and I would never leave you.
During your times of trial and suffering,
when you see only one set of footprints,
it was then that I carried you."

 

[wildthing]

When my mom went to live in assited living that was one of the things that I put in her room.

 

[kelco]

Somehow or other God always carries us especially in the dark times.

 

[wildthing]

As sure as darkness from the storm life come by there will be a sun rise... Some thing that I believe is that you can not drive a car straight by always looking at the rearview mirror. You got to look ahead to see on coming things. In life you need to look forward to see God. If you look in the rear view mirror for him you will miss Him.

If I could wish for just one person to be here reading this tonight that would be cfeet...

 

[kelco]

yeah I wish she could read this too.

 

[wildthing]

Lets pray that she will read this. I might call it quits for the night at about 9:00 or so. I see if I can go to sleep.

 

[2Timothy2]

I am back. thanks so much for your prayers and your gifts. Now I need to figure out what to clear out. 2Tim2 you won't have to do that. My dad pass away it's just the pain of growing up that way was so bad. My dad realized that during his last few days on earth. He had cancer I took him to chemo I took him to the dr.s I even carried him into the house when he was so weak. Perhaps it was a lesson for him he might not of been there for me, but I was there for him...

Sorry to hear that about him, I didn't know. But, what you describe, about what you did for him, sounds somewhat familiar to me. Perhaps God's love for sinful man? At least, that's the thought that struck me when I read that.

 

[wildthing]

Sorry to hear that about him, I didn't know. But, what you describe, about what you did for him, sounds somewhat familiar to me. Perhaps God's love for sinful man? At least, that's the thought that struck me when I read that.

No problem. I usually don't write about the relationship between my father and my self unless I need to. It happen (his passing) a while back so it is not always forefront in my mind.

 

[kelco]

She will. We just need to pray that she finds what she needs. I know that God is watching over her like He is all of us.

I think I will get off line and try to make sense of this day too. Good nite wt and God Bless you and keep you in His loving care.

 

[wildthing]

sweet dreams all. Be at peace, and get some sleep for tomarrow will be filled with challeges. Challeges that will need to be faced and that will need not to get the best of us.