No One is there to advice or to stop me from those ugly things.
Playing and doing all kinds of Ugly things was my life at that Time.
That was my school life. Then i was lead by my flesh and its lusts doing all kinds of sins.
Slowy watching movies and learning sins commited by them in TV.
started doing those sins but i had no peace.
There They Strictly take me to Sunday School. I used to cry in Sunday school
because i was separated from my mother. So i had fear to Go to church because they separate me from my mother.
In those days also i used to do all kinds of ugly things of lust of flesh.
slowly sexual sin(But the way of the wicked is like total darkness.
They have no idea what they are stumbling over(Proverbs 4:19).
so i had no interest in study. i had set my mind to fullfil all fleshly lusts.
slowly i started robbery from friends pockets and mother and fathers money to use them for alcohol to buy ciggeretes to enjoy with friends.
I became a small thief for my self. Then i Had Friends who r Rowdy sheeters
They are Involved in all kinds of sins and one of my neighbour took me to internet cafe
with Him He showed me porn sites then i was addcited to them and chatting with others.
i use to follow them i dont wanted to be Honest and i wanted to be Like the mind of Goliath.
So i set my mind i building body.But my Mother never stopped Praying for Me. My Brother was Not like me. He is sincere.
after some days after becoming fat i experinced Hell in my Life.
Because of the sins which i commited there is No Peace No Joy No Satisfaction.
i have tried to do work for little salary but i had no peace i was Like that I lost all my Life.
(Proverbs 5:11 In the end you will groan in anguish when disease consumes your body.
12 You will say, How I hated discipline!
If only I had not ignored all the warnings!
13 Oh, why didnt I listen to my teachers?
Why didnt I pay attention to my instructors?
14 I have come to the brink of utter ruin, and now I must face public disgrace.) This was My Life.
I cried daily on my bed to be saved from that Hell which i was experiencing in my life.
So my Life was Like that going for some years so i was hated by my brtoher.
because i was lazy. One day One Pastor came to our House and arranged a meeting he
came to our many times but i was in darkness. Then He told me to read Bible from first to last
He gave me One Testimony of small sister How she reads Bible How she Completed Bible
So i decided to read Bible so i started reading Bible secretly in my Home and Loved it.
before reading From Beggining (i.e. Genesis) i had some knowledge of Psalms read Bible sometimes in past like pslams 91 and 23 psalms.
But i never read whole Bible in my life. SO i started reading Bible. Then Bible Showed me my sinful nature slowly i feared God. so i thought that God GIves Me Knowledge. in proverbs it says fear of the God is the beggining of the Knowledge so i feared God for Knowledge. SO God gave me some knowldge He showed How fool was i doing sins and lost Good Health. My Heart was Mourning in the presence of God.
Then I loved Word of GOD very Much. and read all the old testament and Law but i had no knowldge of law then i read proverbs and Bible showed me my sins and I was Begging for Gods Mercy.
Then i little by little completed Old Testament. But I Loved and eager to Read New Testament which i never Read.
Now my Heart is thirst for Gods word. but i had no salavation. and i dont know anything abt salavtion. i used to chat with friends on internet discussing abt God and debating with them that Jesus is GOD. But for Myself it was not revealed to me.
Then i started searching the Truth and Typed in Internet Google website and saw many websites quoting the Gods words.
Then it Showed me Jesus Words I read some words from it Jesus didnt spoke any word by Himself But whatever God gave Him He spoke These Words Comforted me Very Much.
SO i started Believing in Jesus Slowly i became a Lover of Bible. daily meditaitng on Gods Words i Tried to be like righteous person. because of the fear of GOD and HELL.
Because i Know that i definetly Go to Hell because i commited many bad sins.
One evening i was at Hotel One Brother invited me to come to church then i went with HIm Hebron Church which was Near to my House
AT Golconda Chowrasta. slowly i learned about Gods grace and How he Forgives our sins.
So i started Going to Church Regularly showing my family that i became a Good man.
Then suddenly i stopped alcohol some Bad qualities are disappeared My Freinds are drunkards.
it was difficult for me to stop it. It was Miracel in my Life. But by Gods Mercy i stopped it. then slowly smoking and all vulgar things.
Then it was continued for many days and Ive accepted Jesus in Church and filled the Decision Card and gave them.
Then Suddenly i felt like some thing came forcefully from my back and Touched and Entered into
me. i trembled with Fear it was Gods Presence. Holy Spirit Touched me cleansed me my sins and circumcised my Heart.
Then i experinced much Peace then God took me to church on other day with trembling i went to church and i had an enthusiasm to share my experience with others. in my Home we had a Dsicussion abt GOD in my Home By Brother was talking abt Gods Law and He said we r Not Under Law We r Under Grace. i didnt know abt that Because i was reading Gospels inthose days.
Then i Had the Assurence of Forgiveness i was Thirsty to hear Gods Words in Both Church and TV. Now my New Life Begins. but didnt overcomed all sins many evil thoughts disturbed me daily in my dreams and in day. i prayed to God with fear but inevitebly i cant stop evil thoughts and desires. i thanked God for delivering me from sins. All alcohol and drinking and porn. Then i read Bible and Acts chapter Gave me Much Peace. Gods Miracles i have read n Acts Chapter And Imitated Peter. This Words are in my heart daily JESUS is the Way the Truth and the LIFE
Days are Gone Like that i falled many times in sins commited with my eyes and with mouth speaking ugly words. But Gods fear was with in me. I was Very Happy that God was Living in me. So i meditated to be HUmble like Jesus Sermon on Mount became my Lovely Words. Now Iam BORN AGAIN that what i learned form Church . I am Born of the Spirit as God said in Acts 2:17
I will pour out My Spirit up on all flesh God was with me warning in church of my sins i learned many Things from Church and Obeyed God in Prayer and reading Bible. days Gone Like that i was happy that i was saved. But the Lusts of Flesh remained like same. Motions of Body. I fully not obeyed GOD.
A preacher explained difference Between Born again children and other who have Gone Forward Spiritually Grown Persons who had heard Voice of GOD. Jesus is My Saviour thats all i know i dont know to carry the Cross and Follow Him. I took Baptism on 23 May 2009. I didnt meditated on it. But i tried to follow Bible
Jesus said Take up your cross and follow Me I know this verse but i never applied in my life. Then after some days I was speaking to one person on the Internet He said dont u know Jesus said Not all Who says Lord Lord will enter Kingdom of GOD but those who do the will of GOd will Enter Heaven
These words Touched my Heart because i was not doing the will of God. Then He redirected to one preacher who is a preacher on Internet He was a Jew. Messianic Jew. He Follows Jesus and Obey Him. He speaks in Videos inYoutube website.
Then i started watching his videos. He Told me the Importance of carrying the
Cross. To die to self will and do God will. I asked Him By What does it mean by carrying the cross He said Death to Self and Following JESUS.
Then i Obeyed GOD With a Faith that He will Fill me With Holy Ghost. Because many prachers said that every born again child God gives talents.
Then i thought i had no talents Given By God because of not obeying HIm Fully. Then i prepared my Heart to Obey HIm fully. Then i thought its Internet. WHy do Jesus Force Me. Then i Went next day to Church There also they preached about Impotance of Carrying the Cross and Obeying HIm fully. GOD Hates sin.
From that Day God Spoke to me to follow Him and Stop doing sin. The Now it is Present day Iam Obeying GOD to Grow Spiritually and to do Gods Will. Thanks To GOD. HE NEVER Leaved me Nor Forsaked me. He was laways with me from my Childhood teachng me Good things to follow but i refused in those days But Now i prepared myself to follow Him with Love and Fear. JESUS DIED FOR SINS. AND ROSE FROM DEATH. This is My SONG Forever.
Please Pray For me. Thanks to GOD.
Playing and doing all kinds of Ugly things was my life at that Time.
That was my school life. Then i was lead by my flesh and its lusts doing all kinds of sins.
Slowy watching movies and learning sins commited by them in TV.
started doing those sins but i had no peace.
There They Strictly take me to Sunday School. I used to cry in Sunday school
because i was separated from my mother. So i had fear to Go to church because they separate me from my mother.
In those days also i used to do all kinds of ugly things of lust of flesh.
slowly sexual sin(But the way of the wicked is like total darkness.
They have no idea what they are stumbling over(Proverbs 4:19).
so i had no interest in study. i had set my mind to fullfil all fleshly lusts.
slowly i started robbery from friends pockets and mother and fathers money to use them for alcohol to buy ciggeretes to enjoy with friends.
I became a small thief for my self. Then i Had Friends who r Rowdy sheeters
They are Involved in all kinds of sins and one of my neighbour took me to internet cafe
with Him He showed me porn sites then i was addcited to them and chatting with others.
i use to follow them i dont wanted to be Honest and i wanted to be Like the mind of Goliath.
So i set my mind i building body.But my Mother never stopped Praying for Me. My Brother was Not like me. He is sincere.
after some days after becoming fat i experinced Hell in my Life.
Because of the sins which i commited there is No Peace No Joy No Satisfaction.
i have tried to do work for little salary but i had no peace i was Like that I lost all my Life.
(Proverbs 5:11 In the end you will groan in anguish when disease consumes your body.
12 You will say, How I hated discipline!
If only I had not ignored all the warnings!
13 Oh, why didnt I listen to my teachers?
Why didnt I pay attention to my instructors?
14 I have come to the brink of utter ruin, and now I must face public disgrace.) This was My Life.
I cried daily on my bed to be saved from that Hell which i was experiencing in my life.
So my Life was Like that going for some years so i was hated by my brtoher.
because i was lazy. One day One Pastor came to our House and arranged a meeting he
came to our many times but i was in darkness. Then He told me to read Bible from first to last
He gave me One Testimony of small sister How she reads Bible How she Completed Bible
So i decided to read Bible so i started reading Bible secretly in my Home and Loved it.
before reading From Beggining (i.e. Genesis) i had some knowledge of Psalms read Bible sometimes in past like pslams 91 and 23 psalms.
But i never read whole Bible in my life. SO i started reading Bible. Then Bible Showed me my sinful nature slowly i feared God. so i thought that God GIves Me Knowledge. in proverbs it says fear of the God is the beggining of the Knowledge so i feared God for Knowledge. SO God gave me some knowldge He showed How fool was i doing sins and lost Good Health. My Heart was Mourning in the presence of God.
Then I loved Word of GOD very Much. and read all the old testament and Law but i had no knowldge of law then i read proverbs and Bible showed me my sins and I was Begging for Gods Mercy.
Then i little by little completed Old Testament. But I Loved and eager to Read New Testament which i never Read.
Now my Heart is thirst for Gods word. but i had no salavation. and i dont know anything abt salavtion. i used to chat with friends on internet discussing abt God and debating with them that Jesus is GOD. But for Myself it was not revealed to me.
Then i started searching the Truth and Typed in Internet Google website and saw many websites quoting the Gods words.
Then it Showed me Jesus Words I read some words from it Jesus didnt spoke any word by Himself But whatever God gave Him He spoke These Words Comforted me Very Much.
SO i started Believing in Jesus Slowly i became a Lover of Bible. daily meditaitng on Gods Words i Tried to be like righteous person. because of the fear of GOD and HELL.
Because i Know that i definetly Go to Hell because i commited many bad sins.
One evening i was at Hotel One Brother invited me to come to church then i went with HIm Hebron Church which was Near to my House
AT Golconda Chowrasta. slowly i learned about Gods grace and How he Forgives our sins.
So i started Going to Church Regularly showing my family that i became a Good man.
Then suddenly i stopped alcohol some Bad qualities are disappeared My Freinds are drunkards.
it was difficult for me to stop it. It was Miracel in my Life. But by Gods Mercy i stopped it. then slowly smoking and all vulgar things.
Then it was continued for many days and Ive accepted Jesus in Church and filled the Decision Card and gave them.
Then Suddenly i felt like some thing came forcefully from my back and Touched and Entered into
me. i trembled with Fear it was Gods Presence. Holy Spirit Touched me cleansed me my sins and circumcised my Heart.
Then i experinced much Peace then God took me to church on other day with trembling i went to church and i had an enthusiasm to share my experience with others. in my Home we had a Dsicussion abt GOD in my Home By Brother was talking abt Gods Law and He said we r Not Under Law We r Under Grace. i didnt know abt that Because i was reading Gospels inthose days.
Then i Had the Assurence of Forgiveness i was Thirsty to hear Gods Words in Both Church and TV. Now my New Life Begins. but didnt overcomed all sins many evil thoughts disturbed me daily in my dreams and in day. i prayed to God with fear but inevitebly i cant stop evil thoughts and desires. i thanked God for delivering me from sins. All alcohol and drinking and porn. Then i read Bible and Acts chapter Gave me Much Peace. Gods Miracles i have read n Acts Chapter And Imitated Peter. This Words are in my heart daily JESUS is the Way the Truth and the LIFE
Days are Gone Like that i falled many times in sins commited with my eyes and with mouth speaking ugly words. But Gods fear was with in me. I was Very Happy that God was Living in me. So i meditated to be HUmble like Jesus Sermon on Mount became my Lovely Words. Now Iam BORN AGAIN that what i learned form Church . I am Born of the Spirit as God said in Acts 2:17
I will pour out My Spirit up on all flesh God was with me warning in church of my sins i learned many Things from Church and Obeyed God in Prayer and reading Bible. days Gone Like that i was happy that i was saved. But the Lusts of Flesh remained like same. Motions of Body. I fully not obeyed GOD.
A preacher explained difference Between Born again children and other who have Gone Forward Spiritually Grown Persons who had heard Voice of GOD. Jesus is My Saviour thats all i know i dont know to carry the Cross and Follow Him. I took Baptism on 23 May 2009. I didnt meditated on it. But i tried to follow Bible
Jesus said Take up your cross and follow Me I know this verse but i never applied in my life. Then after some days I was speaking to one person on the Internet He said dont u know Jesus said Not all Who says Lord Lord will enter Kingdom of GOD but those who do the will of GOd will Enter Heaven
These words Touched my Heart because i was not doing the will of God. Then He redirected to one preacher who is a preacher on Internet He was a Jew. Messianic Jew. He Follows Jesus and Obey Him. He speaks in Videos inYoutube website.
Then i started watching his videos. He Told me the Importance of carrying the
Cross. To die to self will and do God will. I asked Him By What does it mean by carrying the cross He said Death to Self and Following JESUS.
Then i Obeyed GOD With a Faith that He will Fill me With Holy Ghost. Because many prachers said that every born again child God gives talents.
Then i thought i had no talents Given By God because of not obeying HIm Fully. Then i prepared my Heart to Obey HIm fully. Then i thought its Internet. WHy do Jesus Force Me. Then i Went next day to Church There also they preached about Impotance of Carrying the Cross and Obeying HIm fully. GOD Hates sin.
From that Day God Spoke to me to follow Him and Stop doing sin. The Now it is Present day Iam Obeying GOD to Grow Spiritually and to do Gods Will. Thanks To GOD. HE NEVER Leaved me Nor Forsaked me. He was laways with me from my Childhood teachng me Good things to follow but i refused in those days But Now i prepared myself to follow Him with Love and Fear. JESUS DIED FOR SINS. AND ROSE FROM DEATH. This is My SONG Forever.
Please Pray For me. Thanks to GOD.
