I was thinking about my ocd fear which is making thoughts without my will about bad deals from God and trying to calm down. Suddenly, when I walked into a room with a tv on, I hear a woman telling a story that a woman asked from God to be turned into a stone and that God did it. it reminded me so much of my ocd fear. about the whole making bad deals without my will with God. I freaked cause i think along with these thoughts i may have thought the word "curse" and the woman said that the woman cursed something before asking from God to be turned on stone. that reminded me my ocd fear so much.
i was writing about it in reddit and i was thinking the sentence like " was that a coincidence or a sign?" and at that second, I hear my grandma saying to my father stuff like " these are signs. they cant be cleaned" i freaked more. my ocd is saying
ocd: a God or the universe may send you signs that your ocd fear is real. there are people who share coincidences stories and believe they are in simulation.
i was writing about it in reddit and i was thinking the sentence like " was that a coincidence or a sign?" and at that second, I hear my grandma saying to my father stuff like " these are signs. they cant be cleaned" i freaked more. my ocd is saying
ocd: a God or the universe may send you signs that your ocd fear is real. there are people who share coincidences stories and believe they are in simulation.
