Time after time I come to this place again and again. My walk with God has been getting better and better. I keep knocking myself down though. I don't understand why in the world I do this. I cannot stand pornography at all. I think it's so stupid, yet i'm still so tempted to look at it. Why am I so eager to lust? There is a wonderful girl whom I am falling for. Yet I lust and I ya know... Everything something has come into my life. I have been strong enough to fight it. This time though I need help. I pray to God for the strength. Yet i'm still not strong enough. So I ask of all of you, please please pray for me. I don't want to be binded down by such a worthless sin. I want to be the man God wants me to be, the man God needs me to be.