nb_christseeker said:
Does anyone here have any testimonies concerning *yourself* selling every last thing you have and giving to the poor like we're spose to like Paul and others did? Or reasons why you think we're not spose to? Struggles? Questions? Confusions? Tantrums? ....? Not like Ive done it, very hard thing to consider, feels kinda like.... dying. I'm not using a library computer here =) but if you have, please share your story for inspiration. What about leaving your wife or kids to follow Christ which is also apparently biblical? Any thoughts about how one of the apostles just left his dad in the boat and followed Christ? or anything along those lines........... just a discussion starter. oh, and if youre bored and have no friends, please pop me a PM sometime and we can become friends. Peace to you! -neil
I gave away all I had to the poor. I gave away the money I had to eat on.
I completely destroyed my chances at college in doing so. I basically became a religious hermit for a few crucial years of my life.
He said, "Seek first the Kingdom Heaven, and then all else will be added to you".
I believed Him, and I did.
I finally started working again. Blue collar, menial labor jobs.
God blessed me and in short time I was given every material blessing.
You are not supposed to leave your spouse and children. Jesus condemned the Pharisees who bent the Law so they would not have to look after their parents.
You are supposed to hate your life here.
Jesus does not order us all to give up everything we have literally to the poor and follow Him -- yet, it is to us all and it is literally. We are to devote our hearts to the cause of the Lord.
Jesus said to the rich man to give up everything he has. To everyone He says, "Put first the Kingdom of God, then all else will be added to you".
I found the Kingdom of God. I found every answer I was looking for.
Then, I went back and started to live a normal life.
Frankly, if the people I used to go to Church with saw me today, I do not think they could comprehend it. Back then, not only was I miserably poor and had no chances for a good job, but I could barely speak anything not of Scripture -- however, I am still that way, though I have learned how to "get along" with everyone else now.
You change dramatically when you have really terrific witnesses of God.
His Light blows away everything inside, everything past, everything present, everything future.
But, such things are extremely difficult to believe.
I know I was on to something huge. He led me all along. He led my feet along this path to do these things -- the "things" themselves were outward, just outward manifestations of what was happening inwardly, what He was doing.
I say this, I would not waste my breath unless it was true that this was possible for anyone - anyone - who could believe these things.
At the time, I considered the verses and I knew He meant them. I understood the promises of them.
When you know, then it will come to pass: because that is true faith.