Self-harm prayers?

[AureateDawn]

Hey guys! I know it's been awhile.

I moved to another ex-fiance's college away from home and live on the dorms. Tomorrow I am dressing in drag - 7.5" heels and black tights with a longish t-shirt and makeup; looks real scandalous. My friend Courtney is dressing up with me, too. And I always feel very proud of myself and very happy and uplifted, and I am more apt to love myself when dressed like that, but I do miss Orthodoxy from time to time. Wish I could have both.

Anyways, after 2nd ex-fiance, not doing so well again, just like after the first one. He's everywhere, all my classes, mutual friends, etc. I stay high most of the time to not think about it. I've slipped into a lot of suicidal thoughts again (a usual) and ibuprofen ODing and cutting. Talking to the school counselor about it.

Just updating y'all on my life and asking for prayers, please.

Thanks.

 

[127.0.0.1]

Prayers for you. I hope you can sort out all of your emotional issues. Hopefully you find a good counselor, and don't just talk to them, listen to what they say back.

 

[ma2000]

Lord, have mercy!



pinging 127.0.0.1...
Why am I replying myself?

 

[Anhelyna]

Justin

I'm sure you realise that many of us still keep you in our prayers.

We are moving into the Great Fast now - why not take a good look at yourself and think about what this all means ?

 

[127.0.0.1]

pinging 127.0.0.1...
Why am I replying myself?

Anything you say gonna come off me like a bad hairdo, spitting, right back at chu. It's called the sunshine address. Ain't nobody bringing me down.

 

[LinuxLurker01]

Not sure if being trolled...

 

[choirfiend]

No, this is a poster we know. He converted to Orthodoxy, then left it, and is in a lot of pain.

You're in our prayers and hearts, Justin! I hope you will stop the self-destructive behavior, and listen to God's call to you for Orthodoxy.

 

[Thekla]

Lord have mercy !

 

[musicluvr83]

Lord, have mercy!

 

[Annoula]

may God be with you friend.

Lord have mercy!

 

[Monica child of God 1]

Hey guys! I know it's been awhile.

I moved to another ex-fiance's college away from home and live on the dorms. Tomorrow I am dressing in drag - 7.5" heels and black tights with a longish t-shirt and makeup; looks real scandalous. My friend Courtney is dressing up with me, too. And I always feel very proud of myself and very happy and uplifted, and I am more apt to love myself when dressed like that, but I do miss Orthodoxy from time to time. Wish I could have both.

Anyways, after 2nd ex-fiance, not doing so well again, just like after the first one. He's everywhere, all my classes, mutual friends, etc. I stay high most of the time to not think about it. I've slipped into a lot of suicidal thoughts again (a usual) and ibuprofen ODing and cutting. Talking to the school counselor about it.

Just updating y'all on my life and asking for prayers, please.

Thanks.

Hey Justin! You are in my prayers. Thanks for checking in with us. Just wanted to say also, that you sound pretty miserable despite the smiley faces dotting your post. Are your choices making you happy, fulfilled, satisfied?

Your life doesn't have to be this way. Remember that there are alternatives.

Lots of love ALWAYS,
Monica

 

[AureateDawn]

Thanks a lot, guys. I miss y'all. I'll check back on after class! <3

 

[ClementofRome]

Justin, you will always get the prayers of this gang....me included.

 

[MariaRegina]

Lord have mercy

 

[Michael G]

Justin, you will always get the prayers of this gang....me included.

Justin, you have my prayers, but not the kind of prayers you want.

 

[Philothei]

Justin you are in my prayers and was wondering where you are.... Thank God for hearing from you Stay in touch. Please do not let self distructive ideas rule your life and your mind. You worth more of what you give credit to yourself And God loves you regardless you are turning your back at Him

May God guide you and keep you now and always.

And that is great you are talking with the school counselor I am praying that you will be able to solve some issues that cause you this great distress. Stay on this Justin

hugs,
Philothei

 

[jckstraw72]

Lord have mercy! you've been on my prayer list for a while now, Justin. may God bless you, and may you allow Him to bless you!

 

[ArmyMatt]

Lord have mercy! yes, you never left our prayers Justin!

 

[Joshua G.]

Justin, I remember you and our talks. You'll be in my prayers.

PS: My name may have been Xpycoctomos then.

 

[ikonographics]

Lord have mercy!