Self-harm prayers?

[AureateDawn]

Thanks guys.

Today was alright. Had a few people yell at me, but overall my friends supported me as usual. I had one girl come up and tell me I'm an inspiration for her to be who she is and be comfortable being herself.

Still feel really, really down. Have a therapy appointment tomorrow. Sitting here with 2 friends and the ex working on a paper, except, y'know, me. Turns out even if I beast the paper and final exam (we have 1 class for 18 days here, superfast) I'll fail, so I gave up.

Just kinda wanna sleep forever. But, uh, thanks. It made me smile to know that people still have me on their prayer lists.

 

[laconicstudent]

Oh Justin,


"Now I behold in you fear, hope, and wrath;
Actions of rage and passion; even as
I see them, on the mortal world beneath,
In men who die.--This is the grief, O Son!
Sad sign of ruin, sudden dismay, and fall!
Yet do thou strive; as thou art capable,
As thou canst move about, an evident God;
And canst oppose to each malignant hour
Ethereal presence:--I am but a voice;
My life is but the life of winds and tides,
No more than winds and tides can I avail:--
But thou canst.--Be thou therefore in the van
Of circumstance; yea, seize the arrow's barb
Before the tense string murmur.--To the earth!
For there thou wilt find Saturn, and his woes.
Meantime I will keep watch on thy bright sun,
And of thy seasons be a careful nurse."--
Ere half this region-whisper had come down,
Hyperion arose, and on the stars
Lifted his curved lids, and kept them wide
Until it ceas'd; and still he kept them wide:
And still they were the same bright, patient stars.
Then with a slow incline of his broad breast,
Like to a diver in the pearly seas,
Forward he stoop'd over the airy shore,
And plung'd all noiseless into the deep night."

--John Keats, Hyperion

 

[127.0.0.1]

Sitting here with 2 friends and the ex working on a paper, except, y'know, me. Turns out even if I beast the paper and final exam (we have 1 class for 18 days here, superfast) I'll fail, so I gave up.

Sounds like you have some confidence issues. Hopefully you can get yourself sorted out.

 

[Blackknight]

Lord have mercy. Hope everything works out for you.

 

[rusmeister]

What Choirfiend, Clement, and Philothei said...

God bless, Justin!