Don't fall into mental traps. For instance most of us who live are going to die, so why bother living, it all seems to useless. See what I'm saying?
Marriage is truly wonderful, it is indeed worth it. But so many people just think marriage is a way for them to get whatever they want whenever they want it, and it's their spouse's job to provide it.
You aren't marrying a slave, you marry someone who is fundamentally a person to love.
The right person will strengthen you and be a great source of comfort and pleasure. The wrong person will be a source of such pain it is almost unimaginable. The key is to find the right person, and I'm not someone who thinks there can only be one right person. But you literally see people who say something like, I know my boyfriend is not a believer and he has that drug problem but I love him and when he gets out of jail in a year or so we are going to commit to a life of love together. It's my fault we aren't married now, I should never have spoken to him like that when he was drunk and called the ambulance, I wasn't bleeding that much anyway, I just panicked.
That relationship doesn't have a high percentage chance at bliss.
The thing is at your age is to work at really making yourself a quality person. Don't start out worrying about the guy. Get yourself educated, learn courtesy and manners. Be a kind and generous loving woman.
Then, consider what you want in a man. What he must have, what he must not have, think about how you will recognize him.
Then live a full life, if somehow he doesn't come along, so be it. But if he does, be someone he would love to love.
Don't waste time with those not qualified to be your husband. Many is the lady who lost her chance at happiness because she settled with a guy she would never have told you she would have chosen but often it's for no other reason than she is just deadly afraid of being alone even for a time.
Now you never have to be alone, you have your first and greatest love, God. But if you ask him for a good husband, and you are faithful in preparing yourself, and you are willing to walk away from any man if he isn't right for you or with God, then I have little doubt that you can have a very fulfilling and happy marriage.
Marv