Hi, I have never posted here before but found this website when looking for support. I am hoping someone can help me. I have been married for almost 11 years and have 3 year old twins. Our relationship has had ups and downs but it has never been this bad before.
My husband is furious with me. We went to an amusement park and then a week later to a soccer game. Both times we brought hearing protection but we were in the direct sun and could communicate without raising our voices so I did not make my kids wear the hearing protection the entire time. I made them wear them at the start of the soccer game and when our team might score but that’s it as I did not want them to overheat and felt there was not much noise (they were already sweating from the heat).
Last year we disagreed about using hearing protection at the amusement park so we used to phone app to gauge the noise level at the noisiest area at the little kid section and it was not even close to being too loud. My extended family (a few of which are doctors) were at these activities as well and agreed with me that it really was not very loud and it would be better for my kids not to wear the hearing protection since it was so hot.
My husband is extremely mad at me and told me several times that I am not just a bad mom but an abusive one since I am damaging my kids’ hearing. He got mad at me in front of my nieces and children (telling me what a bad mom I am). When we got back from the soccer game we were both in the kitchen and I asked him politely to move to I could put dishes in the dishwasher. He grabbed a cup and slammed it to the ground right next to me. It scared me so I yelped but luckily it was hard plastic so did not break. My kids came in to ask if I was ok since they thought I had fallen. My husband said everything was fine and that I just dropped something. That night, my husband ignored my kids and did not want to even say goodnight to them.
He spent the next day after work in our basement and I did not see him until he came up at night and I could see how mad he was. I told him that my daughter was almost asleep but still awake. He ignored me and started screaming in my face swearing at me and telling me how terrible of a mom I am. When he left to go back to the basement my daughter came in and told me I am not a bad mom.
This really frightened me but I do not like sharing my personal problems with people. However, I phoned him mom, who I am not that close to, since I thought she would be a neutral person and told her he was very angry and if she could ask him to spend some time at her house. I did however ask her not to tell my husband I phoned as that would make him even angrier. She agreed and I got some time without him at the house yesterday which was awesome.
I am scared and am locking my bedroom door when I am sleeping and try to avoid being in the same room as him (which has not been too hard since he is hanging out in the basement away from the kids and me). I am trying to pretend like everything is ok but my kids aren’t stupid. They know they have not seen their dad for a few days and ask about him.
The soccer game was on Saturday and it is now Tuesday and I am still scared to be alone with him. I thought about packing his things and changing my house locks until he calmed down or got help but thought that might just make him even angrier and he might do something to the house to get in. I did not tell my family all of this but my sister knew something was up by the way he was acting around me so said I could take my kids to her place if I need some time away from my husband. However, she lives on an island so would not be able make it to work on time if I moved there.
Please, I need some advice.
My husband is furious with me. We went to an amusement park and then a week later to a soccer game. Both times we brought hearing protection but we were in the direct sun and could communicate without raising our voices so I did not make my kids wear the hearing protection the entire time. I made them wear them at the start of the soccer game and when our team might score but that’s it as I did not want them to overheat and felt there was not much noise (they were already sweating from the heat).
Last year we disagreed about using hearing protection at the amusement park so we used to phone app to gauge the noise level at the noisiest area at the little kid section and it was not even close to being too loud. My extended family (a few of which are doctors) were at these activities as well and agreed with me that it really was not very loud and it would be better for my kids not to wear the hearing protection since it was so hot.
My husband is extremely mad at me and told me several times that I am not just a bad mom but an abusive one since I am damaging my kids’ hearing. He got mad at me in front of my nieces and children (telling me what a bad mom I am). When we got back from the soccer game we were both in the kitchen and I asked him politely to move to I could put dishes in the dishwasher. He grabbed a cup and slammed it to the ground right next to me. It scared me so I yelped but luckily it was hard plastic so did not break. My kids came in to ask if I was ok since they thought I had fallen. My husband said everything was fine and that I just dropped something. That night, my husband ignored my kids and did not want to even say goodnight to them.
He spent the next day after work in our basement and I did not see him until he came up at night and I could see how mad he was. I told him that my daughter was almost asleep but still awake. He ignored me and started screaming in my face swearing at me and telling me how terrible of a mom I am. When he left to go back to the basement my daughter came in and told me I am not a bad mom.
This really frightened me but I do not like sharing my personal problems with people. However, I phoned him mom, who I am not that close to, since I thought she would be a neutral person and told her he was very angry and if she could ask him to spend some time at her house. I did however ask her not to tell my husband I phoned as that would make him even angrier. She agreed and I got some time without him at the house yesterday which was awesome.
I am scared and am locking my bedroom door when I am sleeping and try to avoid being in the same room as him (which has not been too hard since he is hanging out in the basement away from the kids and me). I am trying to pretend like everything is ok but my kids aren’t stupid. They know they have not seen their dad for a few days and ask about him.
The soccer game was on Saturday and it is now Tuesday and I am still scared to be alone with him. I thought about packing his things and changing my house locks until he calmed down or got help but thought that might just make him even angrier and he might do something to the house to get in. I did not tell my family all of this but my sister knew something was up by the way he was acting around me so said I could take my kids to her place if I need some time away from my husband. However, she lives on an island so would not be able make it to work on time if I moved there.
Please, I need some advice.