Saw the Pastor

[sportsfan]

I saw the pastor at my house and he said that if he was sure about someone being in Heaven it is me and he said the yellow light/cross was just a dream.

I have found so many articles that state you cant lose your name from the Lambs Book of Life unless you change the prophecy of Revelation.

I need to trust Jesus is bigger than the yellow light/blue light that said beast incoming from a dream. Everyone keeps telling me that schizophrenia plays on fears and my fear is losing my salvation and offending God.

I realize Satan cant possesse a beliver in Jesus and I realize that Jesus knows it was a trick by satan and I bowed thinking it was Jesus why would Jesus be mad.

Why would confusing Jesus and Satan on accident in a trick be blasphemy and why would an accident anger God to remove my name when I didnt choose to dream the yellow light/bluelight when I have been faithful to God and I would never hurt God. I love his words and truth.

I keep thinking I got tricked out of my salvation but everyone around me keeps telling me it isnt real so it must not be real people see the Holy Spirit in my life.

My brain is telling a story that I saw the beast incoming and I saw all sorts of strange stuff in the Hospital like demons and fallen angels looking sexy telling me I am the Antichrist now it tells me I am a false with a blue light people say it isnt real it is not in the Bible.

I know the truth of Gods word and why would he be mad about my mental breakdown. My dad and mom family friends church say there is no beast and they dont see it they see the love of God in my heart.

You would think there would be a warning about a yellow talking cross in the shower and the door that I bowed to with pure intent thinking it was Jesus mom says Jesus isnt going to hold that against me.

Everyone around me in fact tell me that Jesus wont hold getting tricked by Satan against me especially since it was mental illness that triggered it.

They tell me the Yellow talking cross isnt in the Bible and that I couldnt have blasphemed the Holy Spirit even if I wanted to and that Jesus wont leave me behind for accidentally confusing him with Satan in a dream in front of my eyes in the shower and followed me to the door.

I just need to trust family, friends, and the Church. They tell me God still loves me and that he wouldn't blot my name for confusing him with Satan and my psychotic rant to him.

So maybe I need to trust Jesus

 

[Heavenhome]

Yes TRUST JESUS.
And your family and Pastor.

I pray that in time when the other thoughts come to you, you will be able to say to yourself "oh that's just a trick, and even say to yourself "Jesus loves me this I know, for the Bible tells me so"

I used that verse from the song because its easy to remember for you and is very TRUE.

Singing can be an easy way to remember Gods truth when our mind becomes confused.

 

[sportsfan]

Yes TRUST JESUS.
And your family and Pastor.

I pray that in time when the other thoughts come to you, you will be able to say to yourself "oh that's just a trick, and even say to yourself "Jesus loves me this I know, for the Bible tells me so"

I used that verse from the song because its easy to remember for you and is very TRUE.

Singing can be an easy way to remember Gods truth when our mind becomes confused.

That is a good point on singing.

 

[Jeshu]

Trusting Jesus grows strong in us when we do the trusting. So actively trust by pushing your doubts and fear aside trusting that God's love is far better to serve than doubt and fear.

Keep practising trust and confess those times you fail Him and distrust wins again. So cultivate trust in your heart. Trust in God to look after you.

Peace.

 

[Aussie Pete]

I saw the pastor at my house and he said that if he was sure about someone being in Heaven it is me and he said the yellow light/cross was just a dream.

I have found so many articles that state you cant lose your name from the Lambs Book of Life unless you change the prophecy of Revelation.

I need to trust Jesus is bigger than the yellow light/blue light that said beast incoming from a dream. Everyone keeps telling me that schizophrenia plays on fears and my fear is losing my salvation and offending God.

I realize Satan cant possesse a beliver in Jesus and I realize that Jesus knows it was a trick by satan and I bowed thinking it was Jesus why would Jesus be mad.

Why would confusing Jesus and Satan on accident in a trick be blasphemy and why would an accident anger God to remove my name when I didnt choose to dream the yellow light/bluelight when I have been faithful to God and I would never hurt God. I love his words and truth.

I keep thinking I got tricked out of my salvation but everyone around me keeps telling me it isnt real so it must not be real people see the Holy Spirit in my life.

My brain is telling a story that I saw the beast incoming and I saw all sorts of strange stuff in the Hospital like demons and fallen angels looking sexy telling me I am the Antichrist now it tells me I am a false with a blue light people say it isnt real it is not in the Bible.

I know the truth of Gods word and why would he be mad about my mental breakdown. My dad and mom family friends church say there is no beast and they dont see it they see the love of God in my heart.

You would think there would be a warning about a yellow talking cross in the shower and the door that I bowed to with pure intent thinking it was Jesus mom says Jesus isnt going to hold that against me.

Everyone around me in fact tell me that Jesus wont hold getting tricked by Satan against me especially since it was mental illness that triggered it.

They tell me the Yellow talking cross isnt in the Bible and that I couldnt have blasphemed the Holy Spirit even if I wanted to and that Jesus wont leave me behind for accidentally confusing him with Satan in a dream in front of my eyes in the shower and followed me to the door.

I just need to trust family, friends, and the Church. They tell me God still loves me and that he wouldn't blot my name for confusing him with Satan and my psychotic rant to him.

So maybe I need to trust Jesus

Yes. Sometimes we have more faith in the devil than we have in Jesus. Draw a line in the sand. Forget the yellow cross and just live in the truth of what Jesus has done for you. Ask God to help you, of course.

 

[sportsfan]

Trusting Jesus grows strong in us when we do the trusting. So actively trust by pushing your doubts and fear aside trusting that God's love is far better to serve than doubt and fear.

Keep practising trust and confess those times you fail Him and distrust wins again. So cultivate trust in your heart. Trust in God to look after you.

Exactly
Peace.

 

[sportsfan]

Yes. Sometimes we have more faith in the devil than we have in Jesus. Draw a line in the sand. Forget the yellow cross and just live in the truth of what Jesus has done for you. Ask God to help you, of course.

Thanks Aussie Jesus died on the cross and rose again 3 days later.