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Would Jesus allow Satan to show up to a believer in a dream/hallucination giving the Mark of the Beast. Is it scitzphrenia, ocd scrupulosity, pandas, autism messing with me.
Is this just a story of pictures in my head seeing Satan I about me I asked Jesus in my heart when I was four years old and wanted to be a pastor. I delved into screenwriting and script reading and I read blasphemous scripts that plagued my OCD as they grieved the Holy Spirit it still bothHolyme and that is why I am scared that I betrayed Jesus in my dream.
Have you heard of a believer having an evil dream of satan and going to hell before in a yellow cross I fear that is me that I am doomed to be an Antichrist or False Prophet after saying Jesus save me.
Mom and Dad say it isnt true no way was the yellow cross the mark of the beast. I have my 25 birthday in April and I have loved Jesus for 21 years until the yellow cross incident I am so scared it was blasphemy.
I had no control over it being mentally ill and had all the hallmarks of scitzphrenia stress from reading planning a trip and it was a lot of reading 80 scripts most offensive did I offend Jesus to the point where he gave up on me despite my repentance and not going to Austin.
Is this even a spirtual issue with Satan or is it truly scitzphrenia. Would Jesus allow the devil to tempt an ordinary human christian with mental health concerns none of this sounds like the Jesus I know and love.
I read my Bible and I pray but I am worried Satan is in my brain and heart from my dream that I cant be raptured by Jesus for something out of ny control besides stopping at the chair feeling evil something was off with the yellow cross dream I knew but my mental illness took over.
Am I safe with Jesus despite my dream of Satan could bowing to Satan on accident and unwanted hallucination be blasphemy of the Holy Spirit.
Am I still secure in my salvation and safe with Jesus is this blue light with signs of Satan be real am I satans beast of the Earth Antichrist because I bowed to a hallucination in the shower on October 4.
I still belive in God, Jesus, and Holy Spirit and like KLove at night and love all things of Jesus including pastors but I am worried I am condemned to hell for a dream would Jesus do that to his child.
I am emotionally distraught right now and confused how I turned into an evil world leader from a dream would Jesus do that and destroy my mansion because I accident dreamed of Satan in the shower praying to Jesus. The Psych Doctor is convinced it could have been Jesus he keeps poising that question to me. I am so worried I steal salvation away from people am I okay guys and gals.
Is this just a story of pictures in my head seeing Satan I about me I asked Jesus in my heart when I was four years old and wanted to be a pastor. I delved into screenwriting and script reading and I read blasphemous scripts that plagued my OCD as they grieved the Holy Spirit it still bothHolyme and that is why I am scared that I betrayed Jesus in my dream.
Have you heard of a believer having an evil dream of satan and going to hell before in a yellow cross I fear that is me that I am doomed to be an Antichrist or False Prophet after saying Jesus save me.
Mom and Dad say it isnt true no way was the yellow cross the mark of the beast. I have my 25 birthday in April and I have loved Jesus for 21 years until the yellow cross incident I am so scared it was blasphemy.
I had no control over it being mentally ill and had all the hallmarks of scitzphrenia stress from reading planning a trip and it was a lot of reading 80 scripts most offensive did I offend Jesus to the point where he gave up on me despite my repentance and not going to Austin.
Is this even a spirtual issue with Satan or is it truly scitzphrenia. Would Jesus allow the devil to tempt an ordinary human christian with mental health concerns none of this sounds like the Jesus I know and love.
I read my Bible and I pray but I am worried Satan is in my brain and heart from my dream that I cant be raptured by Jesus for something out of ny control besides stopping at the chair feeling evil something was off with the yellow cross dream I knew but my mental illness took over.
Am I safe with Jesus despite my dream of Satan could bowing to Satan on accident and unwanted hallucination be blasphemy of the Holy Spirit.
Am I still secure in my salvation and safe with Jesus is this blue light with signs of Satan be real am I satans beast of the Earth Antichrist because I bowed to a hallucination in the shower on October 4.
I still belive in God, Jesus, and Holy Spirit and like KLove at night and love all things of Jesus including pastors but I am worried I am condemned to hell for a dream would Jesus do that to his child.
I am emotionally distraught right now and confused how I turned into an evil world leader from a dream would Jesus do that and destroy my mansion because I accident dreamed of Satan in the shower praying to Jesus. The Psych Doctor is convinced it could have been Jesus he keeps poising that question to me. I am so worried I steal salvation away from people am I okay guys and gals.
