- Apr 13, 2017
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Hey all. undergoing alot of spiritual attacks lately. With all the signs pointing to the end times- rev 12 sign, all these ppl saying the rapture can happen any day now,etc it has caused me to look at myself and desire to know for certain i am truly saved. Ive been in the Word,praying,watching youtube vid after youtube vid on salvation assurance, yet i still question it all and feel like what if something isnt right with me? I dont want to be one of those to whom God says "depart from me i never knew u ye worker of iniquity". I dont want to be left behind either. Ive questioned my sincerity when ive asked Christ into my life. These voices pop in my head like "are u really sure God is real?", "do u really fully surrender to Jesus?" "What if you arent being truly sincere?", "why do u still feel like somethings missing?" Also verses that say u cant serve two masters and we should hate the world. I still feel worldly often. Im a movie fanatic and lover of music and neither of those are really of God. So because i enjoy those things does that mean im doomed as well? Also i watched a youtube series on salvation assurance and the pastor mentioned how many christians are deceived into thinking theyre saved ,etc. and that u will know them by their fruits and i dont have many of those good fruits. I dunno guys ive just been struggling bad. Stomach in knots. Has me exhausted. I hate assuming im saved or feeling unsaved i want to absolutelt KNOW im saved and see more evidence of it in my life. Has anyone felt this way and struggled like this? Its eternity on the line and i dont wanna mess it up