Remembrance of tiang

[lingjanet]

This page will especially for you tiang,

tiang passed away in an accident on 18/8/2004. it was a very shock and suddenly news for me and also for his friends.
the week before, he still told me that he was doing fine and he still said that was better that he work harder now to earn more money rather than when he was old and he couldn't work anymore.

he told me that he will be his best brother in christ to take care of me. but now he have left us back to his FATHER house in heaven. i couldn't believe he just left me like this without saying a word. i kept asking god and him also why why you should leave me. i felt like cheatrd by him because before this he told me that he was doing well lately and he would take care of himself nicely.

i don't know why i hate him so much for leaving me. i felt cheated. i always think that, is better he left me with a word rather than wihtout a words. i wished he would came back again to explain to me why he got to leave me and this world.

althoug i knew he also doesn't want to leave this world but alots of things is not under our controls.

i hate him so much but i miss him so much also. i cannot accept the true so i never sent him off for the last journey. until today i never wanted to stand infront of his grave. he death have cut my heart through. i took almost 3 months to really forget him.

even now a days i til will miss him.

i always wanted to have a website as a memory of him. now i found it.

May the grace of Jesus Christ be with u in HIS kigdom....i will never forget you. i always will like to tell you that, eunish and joseph have got marry on this year and my sis too.... i'm sad that you couldn't share with us on this special and happy days.

 

[devoted daughter]

In loving memory of Tiang .


May you, and his family and friends be comforted and have peace.

 

[lingjanet]

thanx for your ocmfort...i'm well comforted by so many brothers and sisters.
what i was worrying was his family members, i'm not close with them and i just don't know how are they doing lately.

may god be with them....

 

[lingjanet]

i wish your are here today.... because you always gave me pleassure guidance.
i cannot make my decission regarding my pratical traning. i met alots of incoveniance and i also make a decission.. i have spoke to few people including my mom but they like don't understand the real situation...
i knew you will always gave me the best advice... i miss u so much... i really wish you are here today... i really wish u can talk to me in my dream...

how good it will be if you are here today. you knew i always cannot make decission and you always help me to settle my things..

i miss u...

 

[lingjanet]

Hi is Ester Day.... praise god that yesterday (good friday) and i manage to go to church although today i have 2 papers to sit for. this was my first time attend the god last supper. although is just normal services like usual sunday services but it actually something meaningful.

you always can't go to church on easter morning....this times, nothing for you to worry as you are now is in heaven with god. so great...

have you see jesus today? Today will be his salavation...hey remember i told you every Easter day, the sky will change to darker...it happenin this year too....

Tiang, i miss you so much.. but i knew i must feel happy too because you are now with god. Nothing to worry over there right....

take care, Tiang.

 

[lingjanet]

qing ming lo.... i didn't go back to sitiawan. though of going back and could have make a visit on you.
But jie jie delivered on thursday and parents are in kl...

miss u tiang.

 

[BarbB]

 

[lingjanet]

again i thinking of you because i met in big trouble again...i though this time i can do well in it but i fail...i have consult few ppl but they failed to really help me....

if you are here, you will know how to consult me. i really just can't forget to think about it.
tiang, how cruel you let me alone here, but i knew you are unwanted.... you always my good helper to solve my problem...i really wish to talk to u.

tiang may your grace in heave be with me....

i missing you...

 

[Live4theLord]

&

God Bless,
Charity

 

[lingjanet]

2 years have gone. You should know how much I wish to talk to you.. Although I knew that you also dunwant to leave us and I knew the purpose of god doing. But I will still always miss you

You promises that you will take care of me throughout my university life. I dare to say you didn't have your promise to me. And now I in the time of difficulty and I also going ot graduate soon.

Tiang, I dunno what can I do in remembrance of you. You really mean a place in my heart.

 

[lingjanet]

Tiang, history again begin.
No matter how i pray I sure it will back to the same story.

Again my family will destroying my plan. Something that I have planned for so manyyears and why again is them who are going to destroying my plan.

I dun think I will have any young hood

 

[lingjanet]

Dear Tiang In heaven,

Recently I have read in a christian fellowship about what Rev. James have said about u.

Tiang, I knew how much u have suffer on earth and it might be a happy moments for u to go back heaven. But many of us until today still couldn't forget you.

You have a deep memorial in my heart. I always wish, I can still able to see you again.

Tiang, I am missing you very much. How much I wish you are here to talk to me.

I always told myself that you have suffer enough on earth and i should felt happy that you can go back to heaven where there is only happiness. But I still always like to ask god, why HE must bring you home.

Tell me how should I stop thinking of u?

 

[lingjanet]

tiang

 

[lingjanet]

why can't all of them be understanding and care about other people feeling? why they cannot stand at other people side and think of people's feeling?

 

[lingjanet]

i dunno how to make decision

 

[JPPT1974]

Praying for you and your family
Just lean on the Lord!

 

[lingjanet]

Sometime although I though I can let you go but when certain time I still wish to listen your voice and read your email.

I have been asking myself how to delete you away from my heart. Can you tell me how?

You said you will take care of me until I am graduated. Tiang, my convo is around the corner. Is on 29/7/2006. I knew you will not be there to be happy with me. If today you are still alive, i knew you will sure congratulate me and I will sure thank you for your care thoughout my university life.

Tiang, I think I will feel more better if you say bye bye to me before you go.

 

[HopeSeeker]

Blessed be Tiang's memory.

Praying. God Bless.