Really Mad.

[berry2000]

I'm not sure why but I am really angry. Like I want to put my fist right through a pane of glass. Or do something dumb like that. I won't of course. I think it may be hormonal. But self harm sounds good right now. All the progress I've made I've stayed safe for so long then the hormones and environment trigger and my anxiety goes up and I get so mad. Geesh...I am so pathetic.

 

[DarkLegend28]

Wow, that really sounds like something I feel often. I know what it's like.. Ill pray for you..

 

[Bamboo_Chicken]

Meredith, what distractions work for you? Put all your energy into those distractions until you don't feel the need to harm anymore. You can also post here or even PM me if you want .

I'm praying for you both, beautiful girls .

Shalom,
Steffi

 

[pockleberry]

You're not pathetic...lots of people feel like that it's just how you chose to deal with it that counts find some good distractions or good ways to get rid of anger and do that instead

 

[berry2000]

Thanks it is back to moment by moment again. I appreciate your support and prayers.

 

[texannurse]

Praying for you!! Feelings are not sins and do not define who we are. It's what we choose to do with our feelings that counts - hold strong!! you can overcome with His help!!

 

[berry2000]

Geesh guys thanks for not judging me! It's pretty cool to find a place where I can be that honest and not have people jumping down my back and preaching at me. What a relief. And guess what....I still stayed safe...even with all those major triggers. I think I really am getting better. It feels like it is more and more in the past. Pretty cool I think.

 

[texannurse]

Geesh guys thanks for not judging me! It's pretty cool to find a place where I can be that honest and not have people jumping down my back and preaching at me. What a relief. And guess what....I still stayed safe...even with all those major triggers. I think I really am getting better. It feels like it is more and more in the past. Pretty cool I think.

Congratulations on getting through that safely!!! I am so proud of you!

 

[pockleberry]

Hey well done...it's really encouraging for me to see someone who is beating self harm it gives me a hope that I might be able to some time...