I have not had a chance to be on here for awhile. Just so much on my plate. But today I need Christians that are feeling like me with this stuff. I am feeling fear like I have not been feeling for so long and I am feeling close to psychotic. Last week my caseworker said I should be stable on meds, I was doing well until I became sick this last weekend and now though feeling better extreme depression and manic also. I have always had psychotic stuff even before diagnosis when sick like bad colds, flue, etc. I just though prior to learning my bipolar that everyone had this when sick lol. bipolar is dangerous illness. I have had signs of it since I was 2-4 year old by my mom now learning symptoms. it got really bad when I was about 30 and took 10 years to get correct diagnosis. Only this year have I actually accepted that I have it. I have bipolar. No matter if my husband will not accept or family accept ( exceptmom) or many Christian friends and no medicine needed Christians. They can run their race and I will run mine. they may think I am not right with God Whatever. I am standing on the sound mind verse, but it is great suffering sometimes I would wish on no one. and I guarantee that if these who thought this had to go through what I have sometimes woulds have killed themselves- I have never tried, only because Of my Savior-or begged for medicine. I used to judge others like that. God taught me some things. You would not like what I went through to be taught.
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