I appreciate all the responses and information a great deal, many thanks. Peace to all of you as well.
I believe what you say, Wizzer, about how the gospel is presented may be true. I see many that call themselves Christians disparaging others for their lifestyles with an almost glee. As though, being Christians, and being saved makes it ok to be abusive to others for their life choices. And it seems that too often the church is afraid of disuading them from such actioin, perpetuating it.
Wether we are talking about political choices, where this past election showed some very negative and ugly things being said by people on both sides. Or we are talking about the various differing religions, and hearing things said by Christians like "Those muslims" etc. Or the quoting of scripture to justify treating homosexuals as less than human. I'd like to believe that what God wants, and what Jesus would have done is to embrace these people of differing beliefs and lifestyles, welcoming them, and treating them as brothers that they might see that while differing in opinion about some things, humanity is still the important aspect of living on this planet with so many others.
My difficulty in believing in the church, which is where Jesus is mostly taught about, is that it seems self serving in many ways. It seems an establishment of man, for the benefit of the few over the many. I can too easily see how a man, like Christ, could be sacrificed, not by God, but by men for their own desire for wealth and power. I see much of that even now. I can believe in a divine presence, some power that has a plan, and worked to create all that is, putting the very stars in motion. However, the Christian religion seems very fractured, there are so many opinions as to what is the one way that isn't a ONE way, but many ways. This leads to confusion, and skepticism on my part. I will read those sections that you have mentioned, and appreciate the insight that others have offered with their posting of quotes.
As to the book of Job...
One post says that God does not play games, and that if he did, well, tough luck. I'd bow down and play if he suddenly appeared and asked me to. While I would likely bow before a god, it would be as before a tyrant, and not out of love for any god that would consider its creations little more than amusing toys. And I would not want to bow before, nor worship such a god. If the Christian God does not play games, then we needn't even consider such situations, for he wouldn't do that.
That is why I mentioned the story of Job, because that seems like a bet was being made, in essence, a game being played. And it seems wrong. I understand what the story is teaching, but if we are talking about an actual event, I have reservations about the god depicted there.