Hi,I hope I will get some answers
I have not met any conservative (YEC,literal bible) Christains in my life,the first time I met one,was on Internet.
My family is catholic,but it is more a formality,than any faith behind it,I was baptised,had the first communion,and confirmation,but for me those were just formal occasions,I never believed in God,or searched for any gods.
I grew up believing in conservative values,but looking at religions,as political-economical tool,based on fears and lack of knowledge.
The faith came to me when I was 20,one girl I knew met some evangelists on a street,and asked me to go to church to meet them with her.
I went,watched them chat,watched them pray,got a new testament ...later ,started to read the gospels,and
some time later,I realised I believed in God.
I accepted the salvation idea,hell,etc..but I believed from the start,all the people will be saved,at that point,I
simply believed in the last moments of life,all the people will make the right decision(now I believe differently)
My lifestyle did not change,but I kept thinking about God,Jesus,and started to look for answers,many I found in the NT I had,some came to me later,with realisation,I would had rejected that answer before.
My life started to change,from very happy,to tragic,and I was amazed,that everything felt better,because of the hope I got from God.
I learned a lot about Christianity since,my faith is constant,my beliefs change and shape slowly.
I joined here to interact with CHristians,but ended up spending most of my time in debate forums,as atheist thinking and reasoning is much closer to me,and I understanding it beter.
I came here with a naive idea,that Christians are kinder,nicer,and more trust worthy than any other group of people.
Slowly i learned this is not the case,and I become weary of the conservative Christians especialy,becouse of my experience and observation.
DOn't get me wrong,I have met many who are just lovely,and I can not say a single bad word about them,like LadyTrekki,Belantara,Angelwind,ConstanceP,Truly blessed,Stormy,Valentine,UB4ME,SimWells,CharlesH,DannyB,Hopper,Plan9,
Aria,Rut,NewSong,StarrSDAlivingword ,Gwenyfur,ForHisGlory,Daisysqueeks,Greenthumb,JTTP1974,Lilli00,Lilli,Lambkins,Savedsis,Billswife,
Hisbygrace...many more,I can't think of their ID's now(sorry)
Sadly,I could list many whos behaviour makes me feel ill,who stand for everything I dislike about people,hypocrisy,lack of integrity,judgemental atitude,
gossip,bullying,feeling superior....
and one of my worst dislikes,using scriptures to justify their bad behaviour,or to offend others.
Many of those sadly were staff members on this forum,
some still are,I guess they are the most ambitious and vocal,so they made themselves more visible.
I strongly dislike the way staff used to funkcion on here,
because of my personal experience,I even found myslef
falling into the trap of silencing people,and judging them,into adopting 'us against them' atitude.
I left CF for about a year (a few months I spent in armoury,without looking into the forums)
and returned just in time for the changes.
Again,the very people who I saw behaving badly,were all conservative Christians.
I was attacked several times,and at one point,harrased
by a group of my former 'friends' and their buddies.
I was provoked to react in a very critical way,and I managed to upset many conservative christians,who do not deserve my criticism,and do not deserve to be grouped with the ones I talked about.
I had to stop posting,just to avoid upseting any more
conservatives,who I respect,or don't know.
In all the years on CF,I tried to ask questions,but received very few answers,maybe because I used to ask in debate forums,where many conservatives did not trust genuine question,and were defensive,and quite sarcastic/aggresive,as a result of that environment,where every word is questioned.
I realised that asking in the debate,as I am a christian,looked like a trick,provocation,to many of the members there.
SO I am going to try here,I hope you will not feel provoked,or tricked,I really am searching for answers.
In my search for a church,I have always been pulled into the most ancient christianities,from messianic (trinitarian and non trinitarian),to orthodox (others too,but those are not conservative)
Here are some questions,I would like to ask.
What makes you a conservative christian,and if you dislike liberal christianity,please explain why?
What are your beliefs about salvation/unsaved,and why?
What are your beliefs about trinity,and why you believe it?
What do you believe about the origins/age of universe,
earth,life on earth,humans,and why?
Would you be comfortable to discuss christianity in debate forums?
Thank you,I hope I did not break any of your rules,and I hope I did not offend anyone.
I have not met any conservative (YEC,literal bible) Christains in my life,the first time I met one,was on Internet.
My family is catholic,but it is more a formality,than any faith behind it,I was baptised,had the first communion,and confirmation,but for me those were just formal occasions,I never believed in God,or searched for any gods.
I grew up believing in conservative values,but looking at religions,as political-economical tool,based on fears and lack of knowledge.
The faith came to me when I was 20,one girl I knew met some evangelists on a street,and asked me to go to church to meet them with her.
I went,watched them chat,watched them pray,got a new testament ...later ,started to read the gospels,and
some time later,I realised I believed in God.
I accepted the salvation idea,hell,etc..but I believed from the start,all the people will be saved,at that point,I
simply believed in the last moments of life,all the people will make the right decision(now I believe differently)
My lifestyle did not change,but I kept thinking about God,Jesus,and started to look for answers,many I found in the NT I had,some came to me later,with realisation,I would had rejected that answer before.
My life started to change,from very happy,to tragic,and I was amazed,that everything felt better,because of the hope I got from God.
I learned a lot about Christianity since,my faith is constant,my beliefs change and shape slowly.
I joined here to interact with CHristians,but ended up spending most of my time in debate forums,as atheist thinking and reasoning is much closer to me,and I understanding it beter.
I came here with a naive idea,that Christians are kinder,nicer,and more trust worthy than any other group of people.
Slowly i learned this is not the case,and I become weary of the conservative Christians especialy,becouse of my experience and observation.
DOn't get me wrong,I have met many who are just lovely,and I can not say a single bad word about them,like LadyTrekki,Belantara,Angelwind,ConstanceP,Truly blessed,Stormy,Valentine,UB4ME,SimWells,CharlesH,DannyB,Hopper,Plan9,
Aria,Rut,NewSong,StarrSDAlivingword ,Gwenyfur,ForHisGlory,Daisysqueeks,Greenthumb,JTTP1974,Lilli00,Lilli,Lambkins,Savedsis,Billswife,
Hisbygrace...many more,I can't think of their ID's now(sorry)
Sadly,I could list many whos behaviour makes me feel ill,who stand for everything I dislike about people,hypocrisy,lack of integrity,judgemental atitude,
gossip,bullying,feeling superior....
and one of my worst dislikes,using scriptures to justify their bad behaviour,or to offend others.
Many of those sadly were staff members on this forum,
some still are,I guess they are the most ambitious and vocal,so they made themselves more visible.
I strongly dislike the way staff used to funkcion on here,
because of my personal experience,I even found myslef
falling into the trap of silencing people,and judging them,into adopting 'us against them' atitude.
I left CF for about a year (a few months I spent in armoury,without looking into the forums)
and returned just in time for the changes.
Again,the very people who I saw behaving badly,were all conservative Christians.
I was attacked several times,and at one point,harrased
by a group of my former 'friends' and their buddies.
I was provoked to react in a very critical way,and I managed to upset many conservative christians,who do not deserve my criticism,and do not deserve to be grouped with the ones I talked about.
I had to stop posting,just to avoid upseting any more
conservatives,who I respect,or don't know.
In all the years on CF,I tried to ask questions,but received very few answers,maybe because I used to ask in debate forums,where many conservatives did not trust genuine question,and were defensive,and quite sarcastic/aggresive,as a result of that environment,where every word is questioned.
I realised that asking in the debate,as I am a christian,looked like a trick,provocation,to many of the members there.
SO I am going to try here,I hope you will not feel provoked,or tricked,I really am searching for answers.
In my search for a church,I have always been pulled into the most ancient christianities,from messianic (trinitarian and non trinitarian),to orthodox (others too,but those are not conservative)
Here are some questions,I would like to ask.
What makes you a conservative christian,and if you dislike liberal christianity,please explain why?
What are your beliefs about salvation/unsaved,and why?
What are your beliefs about trinity,and why you believe it?
What do you believe about the origins/age of universe,
earth,life on earth,humans,and why?
Would you be comfortable to discuss christianity in debate forums?
Thank you,I hope I did not break any of your rules,and I hope I did not offend anyone.

