Do you see why it seems His power is not effective when you ask Him to turn you away from sin? He's letting you decide what to do but is encouraging you to do right and make the right choice. He doesn't want to control you.
I knew that before you told it to me... here's my problem. I am alchoholic, i started alchohol with my free will(i can't deny that). When i drinked alot i said to myself - "I can stop any time i want, so i will keep drinking for now". But now after a whole year of drinking i realized that i am addicted, i am destryoing my brain and i can't even stop drinking. I even don't like alchohol anymore... i hate the teste of it and i started to hate how it feel is my head, it even caused me insomnia. Even tho i don't like it, my brain hungers for it. I feel my brain like it is programmed for self destruction. I drinked alot, and realy long time... i damaged my brain very serious! I can't stop, now after realizing that i don't want alchohol anymore, i asked for Jesus's help. I am somehow ashamed from Jesus so i can't say with my voice "Jesus help me pls!", so i open google and i type to Jesus to help me

. The first time i typed it, it worked. At a moment i was thinking about alchohol all the time, i felt soo big temptation to drink, but at 1 moment i felt something in my brain, like the whole temptation gone! I was not suprised or something because i know he exists. Anyway, my question is not that he exists or not, but why he don't help me?
"Do you see why it seems His power is not effective when you ask Him to turn you away from sin? He's letting you decide what to do but is encouraging you to do right and make the right choice. He doesn't want to control you."
So that is what you say? Well, i realized that i don't want alchohol anymore and i want to stop! It is not what i wan't it is what my BRAIN wants. I don't wana feel temptation...