I find that at times when i go to push through what my ocd is doing to me i get it in my mind that im doing the wrong thing. I get it in my mind that the very act of pushing through things is wrong in itself. This can get me stuck where i cant push through what my ocd brings into my mind.
I also really have a major struggle with feeling like im sinning by doing things with a wrong reason or motive. I get it this with a number of things. I can get thoughts that im reading things with a wrong reason or motive. I can get thoughts that im drinking soda with a wrong reason or motive. These are just a few things that i can get the thoughts on that im doing these thing with a wrong reason or motive. Then i feel like i have to stop what im doing and get things straight in my mind before i can keep doing what im doing because if i keep doing what im doing without stopping and getting things straight i will feel like im sinning. This makes me have to stop things over and over, like i have done while typing this post, to get things straight. I need help with these struggles.
I also really have a major struggle with feeling like im sinning by doing things with a wrong reason or motive. I get it this with a number of things. I can get thoughts that im reading things with a wrong reason or motive. I can get thoughts that im drinking soda with a wrong reason or motive. These are just a few things that i can get the thoughts on that im doing these thing with a wrong reason or motive. Then i feel like i have to stop what im doing and get things straight in my mind before i can keep doing what im doing because if i keep doing what im doing without stopping and getting things straight i will feel like im sinning. This makes me have to stop things over and over, like i have done while typing this post, to get things straight. I need help with these struggles.