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Psalm 142
A maskil of David. When he was in the cave. A prayer.
1 I cry aloud to the LORD;
I lift up my voice to the LORD for mercy.
2 I pour out before him my complaint;
before him I tell my trouble.
3 When my spirit grows faint within me,
it is you who watch over my way.
In the path where I walk
people have hidden a snare for me.
4 Look and see, there is no one at my right hand;
no one is concerned for me.
I have no refuge;
no one cares for my life.
5 I cry to you, LORD;
I say, You are my refuge,
my portion in the land of the living. 6 Listen to my cry,
for I am in desperate need;
rescue me from those who pursue me,
for they are too strong for me.
7 Set me free from my prison,
that I may praise your name.
Then the righteous will gather about me
because of your goodness to me.
I loved a song when I was younger by the Fugees called "Killing Me Softly". It is about a person listening to a song that seemed exactly like her own life. Reading this psalm, I am feeling the same. It is like David took a glimpse at my own personal struggles in this moment and wrote it down in psalm. However, that could never have happened so it is safe to say that I am not alone in my feelings. In fact most of the time we aren't the only ones who have and who will walk down this road (cue Toby Mac).
So what is this feeling that I am sharing with David? Simply put it is the feeling of being worthless and trapped with no one to help you. It is the feeling of beind imprisoned with no provision or refuge. This feeling can be consuming and a death sentence. It is the pure state of hopelessness.
However, in the midst of this feeling David changes his focus slightly. He reminds himself who is his friend in time of need. He wuestions who is that person at my right hand, ready to fight my battles? Who is my provision of hope, love, fellowship and strength in the time of need? Who can I trust with very core of me? Who is that person who I can cry to when all feels lost? No one in this world will be able to be all of that but God can. David knew this. I am learning it too.
God's goodness is the only certainty David and I have, It is the one thing that we have in common. David could sing my life song in a psalm because God is the refuge and strength for both of us. God is our pass out of prison and the One who is at our right hand. We are no longer sentenced to death within the pain and misery of our feelings because of God. This is God's promise to us and relying on that certainty is what will bring us to praise Him and thank Him all the days of our lives no matter what our circumstances may be.
A maskil of David. When he was in the cave. A prayer.
1 I cry aloud to the LORD;
I lift up my voice to the LORD for mercy.
2 I pour out before him my complaint;
before him I tell my trouble.
3 When my spirit grows faint within me,
it is you who watch over my way.
In the path where I walk
people have hidden a snare for me.
4 Look and see, there is no one at my right hand;
no one is concerned for me.
I have no refuge;
no one cares for my life.
5 I cry to you, LORD;
I say, You are my refuge,
my portion in the land of the living. 6 Listen to my cry,
for I am in desperate need;
rescue me from those who pursue me,
for they are too strong for me.
7 Set me free from my prison,
that I may praise your name.
Then the righteous will gather about me
because of your goodness to me.
I loved a song when I was younger by the Fugees called "Killing Me Softly". It is about a person listening to a song that seemed exactly like her own life. Reading this psalm, I am feeling the same. It is like David took a glimpse at my own personal struggles in this moment and wrote it down in psalm. However, that could never have happened so it is safe to say that I am not alone in my feelings. In fact most of the time we aren't the only ones who have and who will walk down this road (cue Toby Mac).
So what is this feeling that I am sharing with David? Simply put it is the feeling of being worthless and trapped with no one to help you. It is the feeling of beind imprisoned with no provision or refuge. This feeling can be consuming and a death sentence. It is the pure state of hopelessness.
However, in the midst of this feeling David changes his focus slightly. He reminds himself who is his friend in time of need. He wuestions who is that person at my right hand, ready to fight my battles? Who is my provision of hope, love, fellowship and strength in the time of need? Who can I trust with very core of me? Who is that person who I can cry to when all feels lost? No one in this world will be able to be all of that but God can. David knew this. I am learning it too.
God's goodness is the only certainty David and I have, It is the one thing that we have in common. David could sing my life song in a psalm because God is the refuge and strength for both of us. God is our pass out of prison and the One who is at our right hand. We are no longer sentenced to death within the pain and misery of our feelings because of God. This is God's promise to us and relying on that certainty is what will bring us to praise Him and thank Him all the days of our lives no matter what our circumstances may be.
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