freedomnchrist
Blessed by the BEST!!!
What can I say, when I tell my story either people try to "fix" it, they become burdened and dismiss me before they know what is going on, or they call me a lier.
I am sorry for this.
I struggle like everyone, to trust God, forgive those who hurt me, walk in the way, etc. But what I find is that the more I struggle, the easier I find it is to trust God and forgive others.
As I said on another thread where I go into more detail about todays struggles, emotions come and go but God is a stable. We today face life without. We go without food, heat, etc. But we want for nothing because God is our provider. Today I will study love and know that God is greater than all the evils this world can hit us with. And so it is enough for you to know that today brings stress and suffering but God brings joy and peace.
I realize when I talk about our lives, people hear pain, in fact, I wouldn't expect anything different, as a friend says, what I face daily would be more than most could deal with. But she also, in the same breath, marvels at how much peace we have. I am tired it is true, I long for rest, a break, a vacation as it were, but God is so good, and trust me when I say, we are secure, not just in the protective love of His hand, but also in the very center of His heart, and I would face a million more trials and pains if only to remain there, in the depths of His Love.
My only desire in life is that when it is over, I will hear my Lord and King say well done my good and faithful servant.
Me too I can't wait!!
And if I might hear those words uttered, there is nothing I can image that I would not endure. That being said, I don't desire to suffer, but I find that suffering is nothing compared to the grace of our Lord Jesus Christ. And it is those who have yet to know this Love and this grace that I hurt for. It is that all might know this Love that drives away all fear that drives me. It is the pain that there are those who will never see this same God that hurts more than any suffering this life has ever thrown at me. It is sharing and knowing Christ's pain that is the hardest thing of all to endure.
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I can't remember exactly where right off the top of my head...but there is a scripture in the Bible that talks about us being strangers here in this world.
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