quote=Ormly;Cutting to the chase, you felt you were free to do as you please;
Chasing your tail, you project your faults on others.
What I felt was pleasure in knowing God is sovereign.
to have your own worldly life and Christ also.
That isn't logicaly possible.
I was convicted of the truth of God's sovereignity which allowed me to be truly grateful instead of fearful.
Guilt always seemed like a symptom, not a problem. I was interested in solving problems not relieving guilt.
to regulate your actions and thought, oh how glad for that!
LOL, I had an entire social structure interested in doing that.
My earliest memory in life is when I was too young to speak or walk without lening on something. I had been sat in my diaper on the floor a few feet away from where my mother & sisters were busy setting the table.
I knew I was about to pee & I knew that for some reason I was supposed to do it the bathroom. So I tried to get some attention & help getting there. I was shushed. They thought I just wanted attention. I remember the frustration of not being able to form words & imagining trying to walk myself down the hall leaning on the wall, not even sure what I was supposed to do when I got to the bathroom.
I felt bad about all that as a warm wet sensation began to flood my diaper, but I wouldn't say I felt guilty.
We are not guilty of Adam's sin, but we suffer from it nonetheless.
Is that fair? Is that just? Could God have a point to that being the fact?
Wisdom transcends logic.
All 'healthy' guilt was taken away leaving you full of presumption.
LoL. I didn't learn about the canons of Dordt until 2000 when I went online. I wasn't even looking for Reform Theology when I found it. I was looking for relief from the boredom & frustration of trying to be a good Christian in spite of the Pelagianism that was confusing me & leaving me vulnerable to the manipulations of guilt mongering religionists in Churchianity.
That is the deadliness of Calvin.
Calvinism is very deadly. Deadly to the ego and the pride that tells us we have redeeming value in spite of Adam's transgression.
I am what I am and I can't do a think about it. . . .
I am saved & I can only be grateful because I was in no way instrumental in in it.
and Jesus has forgiven me because I believe it,
I believe it because I was saved out of mercy not out of merit for having believed anything.
I was told I was saved but would go to hell anyway if I didn't do what I was told.
and that agrees with what I want. . .
What I wanted was peace & love in my life, not the strife I was used to.
and Calvin says, thats all there is, go your way rejoicing.
Yes, rejoicing, not sinning.
Usualy, yes. And in the worst way, with the most presumptuous, abusive & condescending manner I have seen tolerated on this forum, but yours is the gospel of works & it seems to have the upper hand here among management, so I'll continue to tolerate it as I have no reason to expect you to reform.
That much is painfully obvious. A sense of humor & a little humility would help make it less obnoxious.
I had all that preached to me for years. It doesn't work.
Yeah, I know. Preaching is foolishness to those who are perishing.
