There is the issue.
You are still waiting for God to do something He has already done.
He has already saved us. Are we automatically saved? No. We have to believe. Same with healing. It does not automatically happen. You have to believe and thank Him for having already done.
As long as you contradict Him.. It is almost impossible for you to receive.
It is like denying the resurrection and then expecting to be born again.
yup ... of course that really difficult to do at the time that illness tries to descend upon us .. well it is for me lol ..
i cant speak for others but i ind there is always accompanying illness this forceful attitude that encourages me to seek self pity and to embrace and say ouhh iom sick im sick .. it is such a strong influence ..I have observed this a recently on the topic of being at dis-ease .. the opposite of being at ease . i strongly believe this is demonic influence ..the enemy desires us to receive illness .. and so often ,we do , to our shame perhaps?
and we do it without argument without any one convincing us to ..we just agree with the dis-ease and slump into a surrendered state ! its shocking really.
i find in me when this begins to happen i am tempted to do the same .. because in my heart (we are only tempted by what is in our heart) is a desire to be
the center of attention and have every one feel sorry for
me and treat
me well -(yeh haha very self centered ) and the enemy uses that self desire to tempt me to receive what he has for me .. illness and dis-ease . because while i am in that state i become ineffectual to the furtherance of the gospel and sharing the love of god to others, because in illness we become inward looking .. poor
me im sick poor
me me me ..
David in the psalms shows us what to do ... we confront ourselves " for i believe an illness comes upon like when you get close to a fire (
using an opposite analogy here ) its warmth is nice ..it tempts us by a desire to enjoy it more to draw nearer to it . what you ask ..! lol no illness is not nice like fire .. but the desire to be coddled and pampered is used to tempt us to "
receive "own and confess the illness .
and no one argues against that type of receiving ..odd isnt it .
also when the illness comes it is not instantly there it arrives and increases .. so when we reject it and cast it off and confess trust in god and put our faith in him .. so it eases and we turn from a state of dis-ease ..to a state of ease .. when it is instant that is a gracious miracle ..but in most cases we reject the illness and confess Gods word instead and we "recover" and
quickly ...
so when we sense this thing trying to come upon us and the enemy trying to tempt us to receive and embrace it we must challenge it .. David says .. why are you downcast oh my soul HOPE thous in the lord ...
he challenges the emotions and rules over them rather then submitting to them .. for if the mind and the emotions are subdued by the enemies desires .. the body will also submit and fall into dis-ease
but when the mind and emotions and heart ,by faith ,submit to Gods word (which is light and life ) the body also will instead receive the benefit of the LIFE and well being of god and recover and right itself in agreement with god who dwells within.. this is why most illnesses are demonically influenced. god does not curse(with illness) those made sinless by the blood of Christ .
(this is a bit hurried and rather incomplete but hope your getting my drift
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