Thank you everyone for your prayers.. Theyres something I was gonna tell my wife Friday, I told God I was going to do it no later than Friday night, and here Friday night comes and I have never since I have been with her have i ever seen her angrier..So I didn't say, and I'm on breaking point right now.. I felt bad for her, because she is working so , so does my mom and apparently she really strongly dislike my mom.. And i feel me too.. I felt so disheartened last night, like she hates me, she doesn't but that's how I felt. I felt she was telling me I was worthless compared to her previous husband. I really have felt, pretty much since last night, severely depressed.. And I felt like it has followed me to today, I really feel empty, like really empty.. I have asked God for forgiveness, I just really have this spirit of depression and emptiness and like I'm hated and I'm worthless hanging over me and I've had it all day.. I really just feel like total crap.. I'm trying in my walk with the Lord, I'm not slacking.. Trying not to anyway.. I have turned away from Porn, I have tried not to look at women in lust, meaning I'm not looking twice, I'm just turning my head.. And I told her a bunch of lies from the beginning of the relationship and that was literally one of the hardest things to do in my life.. I used to lie because of my , to protect myself, so exposing myself is so hard, I'm trying as hard as I can in my walk with the Lord.. Ive pretty much stopped lying all together, there is a few things left to tell my wife but I feel I will, soon, but I really am turning from sin.. I just feel terrible, i just do.. I am depressed and empty inside.. Lord please have mercy and forgive me, please remove this spirit from me in Jesus name.