I am a single mom, of two kids, I have been saved but have since turned away from my faith. Im trying now to find my way back but it is a hard road. I am just emotionally, and financially, and spiritually struggling! I am engaged to a guy that is not a christian, and Im just lost hes been doing alot of things that are not exceptable to me, and i can not get him to quit! I can not financially support my kids without him, but he wont stop what hes doing, hes addicted! I have a job that pays pretty good but i hate it, there really cruel to me and with the economy the way it is good jobs are hard to find. I am in such turmoil, turmoil at work, turmoil at home, turmoil in my relationship with God. I just need prayers, advice anything. I turned my back on God and i do not think it should be a easy road back to him, but i use to feel God so strongly in my heart and i just want that feeling of peace again. I read the bible and i try to pray but it just doesnt feel the same anymore and im at my breaking point!