Prayer

[California Dreamin']

I'm just asking for some prayer because the stress is piling up, I'm not satisfied with my marks and I just need to get back on track now before it's too late. I don't enjoy my classes that much and I want to go to Paramedic school next year, but if I mess up this year then there's no way my parents will support my Paramedic school idea.

I went to university last year and now there's $12,000 down the drain (it was a student loan). I am back living home now and my mom's paid for this semester and she does NOT have the money to do it, I'm supposed to pay her back, and I don't want to let her down. I just really want to get through this year, pass everything and do well.

 

[mattydrag]

I'll be praying for you man. Keep a determined mindset. Understand the success you have this semester will pay off later. I understand you situation. God Bless.

Matt

 

[California Dreamin']

I am just losing my mind nearly... lol... it's to that point. I was going to the local university's large group Christian fellowship group tonight but didn't really want to go that much, and I stayed home started working on a project that's due Friday and got soooo much done once I got started.

In that class we just get an assignment, two weeks to do it, and then get another, etc. it's all assignments which are NOT hard but everyone in my class, including me, seems to leave them to the last minute. On the first one I got 68% (60% is pass) because I didn't do a 30 point question which was a personal preference, every answer was right, would have had 98. Got 87% on the second and 58% on the third! Now I'm kicking myself. The one I'm working on now I'm actually enjoying and there's one question left but it's quite lengthy so I am glad I started on it.