Hey, guys. Having a rough day mentally and emotionally. Please pray for...
*Me. I think I have a mental illness. I feel like I have lost some memory. Pray that I can remember the things that I really want to remember. I believe I have OCD which comes with anxiety which is easy to brush off and turn over to The Lord. Some of it isn't as easy, but I can make it with God.
*I work two jobs. I return to the school I work for tomorrow from fall break. It's a terrible place. I really don't want to go back. I think I am going to have to resort to anti-depressants again. It's just so stressful. Someone I work with had the job I had about 10 years ago. She said that she ended up on high blood pressure meds doing the job. There's only one person with my job and I have to help 700+ people. There is another job open at a university nearby. I doubt the school I'd be with has 700 people to worry about and 40 more to want something every time I turn around. I'd love to have the job. It's just that I have been with my job for 9 months and I don't want to give up, but I feel like I probably need to. I've been waiting for the perfect opportunity to leave. I've watched literally 3 opportunities fly by. Prayers to make it and prayers for the people I work with. They kinda talk to me like I'm one of the kids that they talk down. Pray for those kids too. Every day I have a new assignment thrown at me and I'm not sure if I will even remember to do it or even mark my calendar to do it. It's constant and non-stop.
*My adult learners at my side job. I teach a one-hour course. These guys are struggling. I teach a really easy class and I mean, more than half are failing. I don't know if it's the virtual world or they're just lazy. Someone seriously has a 3% in my course. There are students with 99% too. Sad part is... I love this job and I could have it full time, I'd take it in a heartbeat!
*Churches. All of them to be right with God. Also, that I can find the right church. It's been a struggle since I got married. I pretty much left my church in hopes to find a new one and it resulted in hopping around or not going. I really enjoyed the preaching at my old church, just wasn't a lot of fellowship there. There was lots of judgment though.
*The pandemic. A hedge of protection around my school even though I don't like working there.
Not sure if I will log back on to talk. If you want to drop a request you need prayed for, piggy back off of this thread. I will try my best to pray for you and I encourage others to pray for each other off of this one.
*Me. I think I have a mental illness. I feel like I have lost some memory. Pray that I can remember the things that I really want to remember. I believe I have OCD which comes with anxiety which is easy to brush off and turn over to The Lord. Some of it isn't as easy, but I can make it with God.
*I work two jobs. I return to the school I work for tomorrow from fall break. It's a terrible place. I really don't want to go back. I think I am going to have to resort to anti-depressants again. It's just so stressful. Someone I work with had the job I had about 10 years ago. She said that she ended up on high blood pressure meds doing the job. There's only one person with my job and I have to help 700+ people. There is another job open at a university nearby. I doubt the school I'd be with has 700 people to worry about and 40 more to want something every time I turn around. I'd love to have the job. It's just that I have been with my job for 9 months and I don't want to give up, but I feel like I probably need to. I've been waiting for the perfect opportunity to leave. I've watched literally 3 opportunities fly by. Prayers to make it and prayers for the people I work with. They kinda talk to me like I'm one of the kids that they talk down. Pray for those kids too. Every day I have a new assignment thrown at me and I'm not sure if I will even remember to do it or even mark my calendar to do it. It's constant and non-stop.
*My adult learners at my side job. I teach a one-hour course. These guys are struggling. I teach a really easy class and I mean, more than half are failing. I don't know if it's the virtual world or they're just lazy. Someone seriously has a 3% in my course. There are students with 99% too. Sad part is... I love this job and I could have it full time, I'd take it in a heartbeat!
*Churches. All of them to be right with God. Also, that I can find the right church. It's been a struggle since I got married. I pretty much left my church in hopes to find a new one and it resulted in hopping around or not going. I really enjoyed the preaching at my old church, just wasn't a lot of fellowship there. There was lots of judgment though.
*The pandemic. A hedge of protection around my school even though I don't like working there.
Not sure if I will log back on to talk. If you want to drop a request you need prayed for, piggy back off of this thread. I will try my best to pray for you and I encourage others to pray for each other off of this one.
