Prayer Request

[BeutifultoGod]

I have been going through a lot right now and through the years. Some of it is never ending. I don't know what to do at times. Just praying God will give me strength, guidance and wisdom. I really need his help. I hope he is not mad at me or has written me off.
I have not heard his voice in along time and I am in need of some help. I have tried other ways of a means of help but I am still stuck and lost. I cannot say I have been a good Christian and sometimes I even doubt that I am saved. I do believe in Jesus Christ but I still suffer with sin and backsliding and other issues. I want to get help but since I and always depressed (maybe even severe) and so tired I don't really stick with it or have motivation for it.
I get irritable, moody, agitated, paranoid and others. I am so tired of being like this. I just pray God will help me and I will truly have my name in the book of life. I just feel broken and confused. I pray I am not a narcissist too.
I keep praying and praying and maybe my prayers are wrong but I am confused on which way to go. I guess I have become lazy throughout the years and the person I have turned into I do not like myself as much. I am not nice or kind. I guess I need love too. I feel rejected at time and blow thing out of proportion. I do not take criticism well and I am just all over the place mentally.
I am alittle unstable in my mind or double mineded. I need help reading my bible too. Like one on one help. But some people do not want to help you. I have tried other place for help deliverance ministry ( I have a python spirit) and gone to different churches. I still end up feeling empty and exhausted.
I want to go to a Christian counseling place in San Angelo Texas but it was too expensive for me but this man does whole person counseling while using the bible. I felt it was legit and something I need. I need my relationship with God and Jesus to be closer and to know who they are and how they love me. I have lost that love.
When getting help people always tell me to read my bible and look up verse for my situation but do not speak that I am depression. Is that right? I know something is wrong with me and I have not been feeling well for about 7 to 8 years. I did not try medication because I heard it is bad and people feel worse than before so I feel lost. I have tried naturopathic medicine and counseling which I spent money for and it still did not work.
I thought now it could be spiritual. I just pray that God will give me clarity on this. It has been really hard and I do not make it better with thinking worse about myself and negative thoughts. Sometimes the thoughts bad like I will fall and my teeth will crack and bleed on the ground. I know it sounds crazy. Maybe I am demonic possessed too.
I do not feel like myself. I pray that I can get the help that I need or he can make a way for me to get the help I need. I pray whoever helps me will not send me away with paper work or homework to own my own. But will listen, be compassionate, kind, respectful, concerned, loving, helpful and patient. I really need this because emotionally and mentally I am broken. I need Jesus back in my life and to be saved. I need his help.
I feel so lonely like no one understands how much I am really sick. I have dealt with some uncaring family member and friends. And they have not been supportive since I have been feeling this way. Only making me feel worse. My happiness is gone and I am miserable.

Thanks everyone.

 

[chelxisg]

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[chelxisg]

Praying for you. Have you tried fasting for deliverance?

 

[BeutifultoGod]

Praying for you. Have you tried fasting for deliverance?

Yes, I have and I did not have the energy or able to do it. it was hard for me. That is something I would like to approve on but it was hard for me to do it. Thank you Chelxisg for praying for me.

 

[Stephanie7]

"I waited patiently and expectantly for the LORD; and He inclined to me and heard my cry.
He drew me up out of a horrible pit, out of miry clay and set my feet upon a rock , steadying my steps and establishing my goings.
And He has put a new song in my mouth; a song of praise to our God." Psalm 40:1-3

Heavenly Father, I lift this one up to You and ask that You will help her in the way You know she is most needing. Help her to feel loved, and to know that she is forgiven through Your Son Jesus Christ. Thank You Father, that You will never reject her or leave her, as You have promised to be with her always. Strengthen her and provide her with wisdom and with direction and with peace and with the truth of Your Word that she has Victory, In Jesus Name, thank You LORD, In Jesus Name, Amen

 

[BeutifultoGod]

"I waited patiently and expectantly for the LORD; and He inclined to me and heard my cry.
He drew me up out of a horrible pit, out of miry clay and set my feet upon a rock , steadying my steps and establishing my goings.
And He has put a new song in my mouth; a song of praise to our God." Psalm 40:1-3

Heavenly Father, I lift this one up to You and ask that You will help her in the way You know she is most needing. Help her to feel loved, and to know that she is forgiven through Your Son Jesus Christ. Thank You Father, that You will never reject her or leave her, as You have promised to be with her always. Strengthen her and provide her with wisdom and with direction and with peace and with the truth of Your Word that she has Victory, In Jesus Name, thank You LORD, In Jesus Name, Amen

I read your prayer and I greatly appreciate it Stephanie. God Bless you.

 

[chelxisg]

Amen, I am united with you in prayer for that petition. Jesus name.

 

[BeutifultoGod]

Amen, I am united with you in prayer for that petition. Jesus name.

Amen

 

[chelxisg]

That is the way that you should go then. Start slow, at least for 3 hours. Present your body to God in prayer and lift up your reason for the fast. In your case, deliverance. This fast will strengthen your soul and spirit and cleanse you in areas of weakness. 3 hours of you and the Holy Spirit. Isolate yourself, meditate on the word of God, call on his Holy Spirit. Worship the Lord with all your heart and thank him in advance.

 

[BeutifultoGod]

That is the way that you should go then. Start slow, at least for 3 hours. Present your body to God in prayer and lift up your reason for the fast. In your case, deliverance. This fast will strengthen your soul and spirit and cleanse you in areas of weakness. 3 hours of you and the Holy Spirit. Isolate yourself, meditate on the word of God, call on his Holy Spirit. Worship the Lord with all your heart and thank him in advance.

Thanks I will keep that in mind.

 

[thesunisout]

I have been going through a lot right now and through the years. Some of it is never ending. I don't know what to do at times. Just praying God will give me strength, guidance and wisdom. I really need his help. I hope he is not mad at me or has written me off.
I have not heard his voice in along time and I am in need of some help. I have tried other ways of a means of help but I am still stuck and lost. I cannot say I have been a good Christian and sometimes I even doubt that I am saved. I do believe in Jesus Christ but I still suffer with sin and backsliding and other issues. I want to get help but since I and always depressed (maybe even severe) and so tired I don't really stick with it or have motivation for it.
I get irritable, moody, agitated, paranoid and others. I am so tired of being like this. I just pray God will help me and I will truly have my name in the book of life. I just feel broken and confused. I pray I am not a narcissist too.
I keep praying and praying and maybe my prayers are wrong but I am confused on which way to go. I guess I have become lazy throughout the years and the person I have turned into I do not like myself as much. I am not nice or kind. I guess I need love too. I feel rejected at time and blow thing out of proportion. I do not take criticism well and I am just all over the place mentally.
I am alittle unstable in my mind or double mineded. I need help reading my bible too. Like one on one help. But some people do not want to help you. I have tried other place for help deliverance ministry ( I have a python spirit) and gone to different churches. I still end up feeling empty and exhausted.
I want to go to a Christian counseling place in San Angelo Texas but it was too expensive for me but this man does whole person counseling while using the bible. I felt it was legit and something I need. I need my relationship with God and Jesus to be closer and to know who they are and how they love me. I have lost that love.
When getting help people always tell me to read my bible and look up verse for my situation but do not speak that I am depression. Is that right? I know something is wrong with me and I have not been feeling well for about 7 to 8 years. I did not try medication because I heard it is bad and people feel worse than before so I feel lost. I have tried naturopathic medicine and counseling which I spent money for and it still did not work.
I thought now it could be spiritual. I just pray that God will give me clarity on this. It has been really hard and I do not make it better with thinking worse about myself and negative thoughts. Sometimes the thoughts bad like I will fall and my teeth will crack and bleed on the ground. I know it sounds crazy. Maybe I am demonic possessed too.
I do not feel like myself. I pray that I can get the help that I need or he can make a way for me to get the help I need. I pray whoever helps me will not send me away with paper work or homework to own my own. But will listen, be compassionate, kind, respectful, concerned, loving, helpful and patient. I really need this because emotionally and mentally I am broken. I need Jesus back in my life and to be saved. I need his help.
I feel so lonely like no one understands how much I am really sick. I have dealt with some uncaring family member and friends. And they have not been supportive since I have been feeling this way. Only making me feel worse. My happiness is gone and I am miserable.

Thanks everyone.

Hello,

A lot of things you have said are very similar to things my wife has gone through or is going through. She has been diagnosed with schizoeffective disorder, which is kind of like a combination of bi-polar and schizophrenia. She does take medication; if she doesn't she becomes mentally unstable and goes into the psych hospital.

Your case doesn't sound as severe but I think you definitely are dealing with some kind of mental health issue. I would recommend that you pray for God to lead you to the right doctor to diagnose you. Medication isn't always bad, sometimes it helps. I hoping to eventually get my wife off of the medication but without it she goes into the hospital. It is necessary for her right now and God hasn't taken it away. God may be wanting you to go through that process too, but you won't know unless you pray.

Do you go to church at all? It sounds like you need to get into a Christian fellowship, like a bible study, and surround yourself with people who know the word who can help you and pray with you. Trying to do this on your own is going to be incredibly difficult. Are there any churches in your area that you have tried attending?

 

[BeutifultoGod]

Hello,

A lot of things you have said are very similar to things my wife has gone through or is going through. She has been diagnosed with schizoeffective disorder, which is kind of like a combination of bi-polar and schizophrenia. She does take medication; if she doesn't she becomes mentally unstable and goes into the psych hospital.

Your case doesn't sound as severe but I think you definitely are dealing with some kind of mental health issue. I would recommend that you pray for God to lead you to the right doctor to diagnose you. Medication isn't always bad, sometimes it helps. I hoping to eventually get my wife off of the medication but without it she goes into the hospital. It is necessary for her right now and God hasn't taken it away. God may be wanting you to go through that process too, but you won't know unless you pray.

Do you go to church at all? It sounds like you need to get into a Christian fellowship, like a bible study, and surround yourself with people who know the word who can help you and pray with you. Trying to do this on your own is going to be incredibly difficult. Are there any churches in your area that you have tried attending?

Yes, I have but I ended up leaving that church. I am not for sure if it really taught the word of God. Just have been searching around. But I was trying to get some help here but I don't have enough money to go. I have a job but it would not pay enough for me. I really want to though people have been healed of bipolar disorder and I think some others. http://www.wholeperson-counseling.org/menu.html Also, I use to look at occultic stuff so it probably another reason.

 

[Linus]

I'm sorry that you are hurting beloved!

Praying for healing, comfort, joy, strength and deliverance from loneliness and depression in the name of Jesus Christ. Thank You Lord!

 

[rockytopva]

Father I pray blessings on this request and for total deliverance in in Jesus name I pray. Also taking these needs before God in prayer on the 1:15PM bbnradio.org Family Altar program.

 

[musicalpilgrim]

I pray for you, that as you read your Bible every day and pray, you feel the Lord's peace. learn a verse from memory, this one helped me a lot recently, and say the verses throughout the day.

Psalm 86
Teach me your ways, O Lord,
that I may live according to your truth!
Grant me purity of heart,
so that I may honor you.

Learning the word of God will help you to come close to the Lord as he dwells in you. May the Lord bless you richly, in Jesus name.

...do eat correctly, so that you have the nutrients that you need...

 

[BeutifultoGod]

I'm sorry that you are hurting beloved!

Praying for healing, comfort, joy, strength and deliverance from loneliness and depression in the name of Jesus Christ. Thank You Lord!

Thank you Linus.

 

[BeutifultoGod]

I pray for you, that as you read your Bible every day and pray, you feel the Lord's peace. learn a verse from memory, this one helped me a lot recently, and say the verses throughout the day.

Psalm 86
Teach me your ways, O Lord,
that I may live according to your truth!
Grant me purity of heart,
so that I may honor you.

Learning the word of God will help you to come close to the Lord as he dwells in you. May the Lord bless you richly, in Jesus name.

...do eat correctly, so that you have the nutrients that you need...

Thanks musicalpilgrim I will do this. If it is hard for me to read my bible is it okay for me to listening to it via audio?

 

[BeutifultoGod]

Father I pray blessings on this request and for total deliverance in in Jesus name I pray. Also taking these needs before God in prayer on the 1:15PM bbnradio.org Family Altar program.

Thank you

 

[musicalpilgrim]

Thanks musicalpilgrim I will do this. If it is hard for me to read my bible is it okay for me to listening to it via audio?

no problem, but I still memorise a verse and then I can take it with me without having to read it...it is so good to say these verses when I sleep at night and walking down the street, they are prayers to the Lord. This one wouldn't take long to learn
Psalm 86 verse 1
Bend down, O Lord, and hear my prayer;
answer me, for I need your help.