- Jan 18, 2012
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I've been roughing it for the past 15 years, fernforest subdivision is on the border of a rainforest, and I have been living without those luxuries most of us have grown accustomed to;
You know, luxuries like a roof, toilet, shower, kitchen, bedroom, running water, etc., though I'll steal from my self, time, money, resources, and materials, and run to any one's aide to install a bathroom, and kitchen unit beyond their expectations;
Yes, for any one who is not able to do it for them self, or does not have the wherewithal, yet, I can not find the strength to do the same for my self;
A couple years (+) ago my inner circle of (geographically close) friends had emploded upon me, and that hurled me into a state of depression, I'm doing much better now, yet have not been able to help others as I used to;
Though I finally stopped to build a little something for my self, I have no motivation to finish the roof over my place, or install a bathroom with a simple toilet and shower, let alone a kitchen unit, or bedroom;
Three acres, yet I all I can find the strength to do is sit in my van at the top of my driveway, and continue in my studies (when I'm not tending to the animals).
On a good note, I just took my first shower in three years (a couple days ago), and it was Great!
I could cry, prayers please!
I don't need $$$, materials, tools, or skills, just more patience to wait for my aide to come to my rescue, or permission to enter me to finish it with the grace He has been known to exhibit through me.
Sorry for keeping these things to my self for so long, it's just difficult for me to lay my sorrows before others who already have full plates.
Thank you!
You know, luxuries like a roof, toilet, shower, kitchen, bedroom, running water, etc., though I'll steal from my self, time, money, resources, and materials, and run to any one's aide to install a bathroom, and kitchen unit beyond their expectations;
Yes, for any one who is not able to do it for them self, or does not have the wherewithal, yet, I can not find the strength to do the same for my self;
A couple years (+) ago my inner circle of (geographically close) friends had emploded upon me, and that hurled me into a state of depression, I'm doing much better now, yet have not been able to help others as I used to;
Though I finally stopped to build a little something for my self, I have no motivation to finish the roof over my place, or install a bathroom with a simple toilet and shower, let alone a kitchen unit, or bedroom;
Three acres, yet I all I can find the strength to do is sit in my van at the top of my driveway, and continue in my studies (when I'm not tending to the animals).
On a good note, I just took my first shower in three years (a couple days ago), and it was Great!
I could cry, prayers please!
I don't need $$$, materials, tools, or skills, just more patience to wait for my aide to come to my rescue, or permission to enter me to finish it with the grace He has been known to exhibit through me.
Sorry for keeping these things to my self for so long, it's just difficult for me to lay my sorrows before others who already have full plates.
Thank you!