Prayer Request

[kc4jc]

I am a new member here...I do feel as if I run from God entirely too much. I feel like I can do better. I know I can do better as a Christian and that is what I want. To be more faithful and more honest with myself, others, and God. I want to be extremely deep into God. I am 15 years old and just finished my Freshman year in High School. When I was 13 years old, my mother, sister, and I found out that my father had been committing adultery for the past 4 years. My family split after a marriage of 18 years. My father was one of the closest people to me, but I felt a rage and hate for him that completely ruined our relationship since then. I know that in the Bible it says you have to forgive to be forgiven, and I'm still finding it difficult to set ease with peace and love and forgiveness between my dad and me. So for the past 3 or 4 years I've been somewhat without a father figure in my life. After the divorce, I gave up after having been in church my whole life. I stopped going. I started drinking, smoking, and cussing. On top of that, eventually I began to cut myself over and over again. In my eighth grade year, one of my good friends was killed in an ATV accident. My whole class cried. I cut myself more. this year during my freshmen year in High School. One boy that I had grown up with all my life was killed in a car accident along with my cousin. In that same car accident one of my buddies suffered an extreme brain trauma and hasnt come back to normal. I cut myself more and more. I drank and smoked more and more. In october of 03' My grandpa passed. A week later My uncle passed as well. I cut myself again. In April of this year, My Grandma(the closest person to me) passed as well. Since this has happened, I've lost myself though I had been in church for a couple of months. I cut and drank and smoked...and still find myself doing these things from time to time. I want to be saved...and in saying this I will be saved again. I would appreciate any prayers that could be put forth in helping me in my journey to freedom.

Please and Thankyou...Cry out
kc4jc

 

[caitlincares]

kc4jc,
You have been thru alot. Praying for you now.

 

[Blazin4Christ]

i'll be praying for you

 

[Live4God]

I am a new member here...I do feel as if I run from God entirely too much. I feel like I can do better. I know I can do better as a Christian and that is what I want. To be more faithful and more honest with myself, others, and God. I want to be extremely deep into God. I am 15 years old and just finished my Freshman year in High School. When I was 13 years old, my mother, sister, and I found out that my father had been committing adultery for the past 4 years. My family split after a marriage of 18 years. My father was one of the closest people to me, but I felt a rage and hate for him that completely ruined our relationship since then. I know that in the Bible it says you have to forgive to be forgiven, and I'm still finding it difficult to set ease with peace and love and forgiveness between my dad and me. So for the past 3 or 4 years I've been somewhat without a father figure in my life. After the divorce, I gave up after having been in church my whole life. I stopped going. I started drinking, smoking, and cussing. On top of that, eventually I began to cut myself over and over again. In my eighth grade year, one of my good friends was killed in an ATV accident. My whole class cried. I cut myself more. this year during my freshmen year in High School. One boy that I had grown up with all my life was killed in a car accident along with my cousin. In that same car accident one of my buddies suffered an extreme brain trauma and hasnt come back to normal. I cut myself more and more. I drank and smoked more and more. In october of 03' My grandpa passed. A week later My uncle passed as well. I cut myself again. In April of this year, My Grandma(the closest person to me) passed as well. Since this has happened, I've lost myself though I had been in church for a couple of months. I cut and drank and smoked...and still find myself doing these things from time to time. I want to be saved...and in saying this I will be saved again. I would appreciate any prayers that could be put forth in helping me in my journey to freedom.

Please and Thankyou...Cry out
kc4jc

Please KNOW we're ALL ING for YOU! Have U thought about a mentor/Father Figure , Maybe here @ CF, I'd be HAPPY to HELP in ANY WAY I CAN! CONGRADULATIONS on being a TEEN CHRISTIAN it is My Belief that there are a lot of TEENS that Have MANY EXPERIENCES to share, LOOK ONWARD & UPWARD! If U NEED sumone 2 talk to YIM me or PM me LOVE & PRAYERS! Nick. L4G!

 

[kc4jc]

Thankyou to all those praying for me. I strongly appreciate your love and cooperation with my desperation for prayer. I would love someone to talk to...Until recently I was not open to my feelings and my actions to anyone, but I am willing to open if it can save me.

Kaycee

 

[Takesha]

Dear Kaycee,

I want you to know that I am praying for you. The Lord is clearly drawing you ever so gently to himself because He wants to share with you the love that you have been missing and wants to bring healing to you.

Please feel free to PM me if you would like to talk,