I am swallowing my pride today to ask you all to pray for me. Two months ago I went to my doctor complaining of sore hands and feet and she ran an ANA test on me which came back very positive. The test results along with my specific symptoms mean that I either have Rheumatoid arthritis or Lupus. Both are autoimmune disorders.
For two months I have been a rock for my family. (I'm a single mom). I have not even let the thought of this disease into my head for more than a minute because I need to be strong for my daughters.
Well my appointment with the specialist who will determine my diagnosis is this Monday, the 16th and I'm sitting here at work full of fear all of a sudden. I have not been able to stop crying since last night. It's like I've been trying to stop a dam from overflowing and now it's out in full force.
I honestly don't know what I need in terms of prayer. I know we cannot pray for something not to happen since it may be God's will, but please help me to know that God is with me and that I'm not alone. This is the scariest thing I've had to go through in my life. Thanks.
For two months I have been a rock for my family. (I'm a single mom). I have not even let the thought of this disease into my head for more than a minute because I need to be strong for my daughters.
Well my appointment with the specialist who will determine my diagnosis is this Monday, the 16th and I'm sitting here at work full of fear all of a sudden. I have not been able to stop crying since last night. It's like I've been trying to stop a dam from overflowing and now it's out in full force.
I honestly don't know what I need in terms of prayer. I know we cannot pray for something not to happen since it may be God's will, but please help me to know that God is with me and that I'm not alone. This is the scariest thing I've had to go through in my life. Thanks.

