prayer, please!

[BlackRain]

yall i've started again. after 4 months of avoiding and staying clear!! i've done it twice in 4 days. what's my deal? i feel awful! i'm so stressed out and i'm not handling it right at all. i try to give it to God, but i don't hear him or feel him at all! i'm just overwhelmed and frustrated with myself. what am i doing? this is just crazy and stupid of me. i need prayer. my accountability partner will be gone for 9 weeks and i can't contact him in anyway, either. he's off at boot camp. dang that. i'm really having a hard time with some stuff and the fact that i've cut makes it even worse. i feel awful, yall!

 

[rebel_for_christ07]

what is going on in ur life that has u so stressed out? (if u dont mind me being so nosy) i used to cut..it has been 6 months since i have. i learned to trust God with it..u can talk to me if u want..

 

[jen_soccer13]

Hey girl,
What you so stressed about sweetie? Remember I can talk to you anytime. I will try to be on more and hope you are on to talk. Just try your best and remember you are loved no matter what!
~Jennifer

 

[leigh01]

im prayin 4 ya huni x

 

[HomeChicklet]

Hey

It is rough and praise God you made it four months. I made it that far and I too did what you have done. I snapped. I didn't feel like God was around at all or that He even cared. Its been seven months now for me and I am amazed at how much God has done with me in the last two weeks. You can get through this. I think what happened to you is that went through withdrawel. Situations got worse that you used to cut over and you didn't have any way to cope with it so you saw cutting as an option again. That is actually normal. It takes seven days to form a habbit but 21 to break it. You got through that once you can do it again. If you need me feel free to contact me in any form. You are going to be okay. Get up and try again. Also if you don't mind telling me I would like to know what is stressing you out quit so much. Maybe between the two of us we can come up with a different way to handle it then SI.

I am always here
Love you in Christ
Mandy aka Chica

 

[Soulwings]

*hug*
Sometimes a good rant helps postpone cutting anyway, so go ahead and tell us what's up if you'd like. Feel free to IM me too, my contact info is in my profile. Don't be too hard on yourself. Going four months is amazing.

 

[BlackRain]

just thought i'd let yall know i'm doing sooo much better!! i'm completely back to being me and i'm loving it. thank you!

 

[Savedsis]

I will be praying for you..Help comes one step at a time.."The path of righteous is like the first gleam of dawn, shining ever brighter till the full light of day." Proverbs 4:18. NIV..Each right step leads to a brighter future.....God bless...

 

[BlackRain]

that's crazy, i just posted in here 2 days ago and i guess it never went thru.

i'm fine now. i'm back to being me and i'm sooo glad to be laughing again!! thank you all for the lovin!