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I think I am cursed:
2 Peter 2:13-14 - “Spots they are and blemishes, sporting themselves with their own deceivings while they feast with you; Having eyes full of adultery, and that cannot cease from sin; beguiling unstable souls: an heart they have exercised with covetous practices; cursed children.”
And I've been having anxiety about dying in my sin. I'm going crazy and I'm super fearful, and aren't the fearful going to be cast into the lake of fire? I keep feeling like I'm going to have a heart attack. Man I messed up too much the Holy Spirit left me Jesus left me im too afraid to call on the Holy Spirit cause I'm afraid it will reject me. I can't hear God. God gave me all these warning signs I haven't changed. And I know I needn't to turn from my sin. I abused Gods grace now that I read Hebrews 10:26 it all makes sense I'm damned. Someone please pray for me. Please in the bottom of your heart do. I don't know why I cannot change, something's making me say "I love sin and the world and I don't want to give it up" but I must. And I pray That if God loves me he'll do what is best for me. I do not want to die in my sin, but I cannot repent. I'm just lost. It is so depressing.
 

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I think I am cursed:
2 Peter 2:13-14 - “Spots they are and blemishes, sporting themselves with their own deceivings while they feast with you; Having eyes full of adultery, and that cannot cease from sin; beguiling unstable souls: an heart they have exercised with covetous practices; cursed children.”
And I've been having anxiety about dying in my sin. I'm going crazy and I'm super fearful, and aren't the fearful going to be cast into the lake of fire? I keep feeling like I'm going to have a heart attack. Man I messed up too much the Holy Spirit left me Jesus left me im too afraid to call on the Holy Spirit cause I'm afraid it will reject me. I can't hear God. God gave me all these warning signs I haven't changed. And I know I needn't to turn from my sin. I abused Gods grace now that I read Hebrews 10:26 it all makes sense I'm damned. Someone please pray for me. Please in the bottom of your heart do. I don't know why I cannot change, something's making me say "I love sin and the world and I don't want to give it up" but I must. And I pray That if God loves me he'll do what is best for me. I do not want to die in my sin, but I cannot repent. I'm just lost. It is so depressing.
The qualification for salvation is that you believe that Jesus is the Son of God, who died for your sins, and rose again from the dead to give you eternal life. Once you have said "yes" to Jesus about these three things, you are saved and as long as you hold to them you will remain saved. That is called Justification by Faith. God justifies you, declares that you are not guilty. That is what He does. Then He puts you on the road to Sanctification which is the development of a holy life. Some develop faster than others. It takes time for the Holy Spirit to deal with the things in your life that have been there for years. If you took a long time to come to salvation, then don't think that those residual habit patterns can disappear in five minutes. We are transformed day by day by the renewing of our minds. Sometimes it feels like taking two steps forward and one step back. You won't see your progress day by day, but you will see it after six months or a year or even five years. We walk by faith in Christ, knowing that there is no condemnation to those in Christ.
 
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The qualification for salvation is that you believe that Jesus is the Son of God, who died for your sins, and rose again from the dead to give you eternal life. Once you have said "yes" to Jesus about these three things, you are saved and as long as you hold to them you will remain saved. That is called Justification by Faith. God justifies you, declares that you are not guilty. That is what He does. Then He puts you on the road to Sanctification which is the development of a holy life. Some develop faster than others. It takes time for the Holy Spirit to deal with the things in your life that have been there for years. If you took a long time to come to salvation, then don't think that those residual habit patterns can disappear in five minutes. We are transformed day by day by the renewing of our minds. Sometimes it feels like taking two steps forward and one step back. You won't see your progress day by day, but you will see it after six months or a year or even five years. We walk by faith in Christ, knowing that there is no condemnation to those in Christ.
Ofcourse I beleive Jesus is the son of God but I haven't repented.
 
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I call heaven and earth to record this day against you, that I have set before you life and death,
blessing and cursing: therefore choose life, that both thou and thy seed may live:
Deuteronomy 30:19

We have all been seduced by sin, and even as Christians we stumble and go off track.
23 The steps of a good man are ordered by the LORD: and he delights in his way.
24 Though he fall, he shall not be utterly cast down: for the LORD upholds him with his hand.
Psalms 37:

The desire to deny and overcome sin and to get right with Jesus is completely up to you.
No one else can make you drink of living water.

But the power of God is available through the Pentecost gospel of being baptized in water and in the
Holy Spirit. Really you've got to want God in you and his power to be an overcomer.
 
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Ofcourse I beleive Jesus is the son of God but I haven't repented.
Turning from unbelief to believing that Jesus is the Son of God is repentance, because it is a change in your attitude to Christ, and that is the central point of the gospel. Turning from sinful practices and habits is sanctification and may involve repentance in that your attitude to sin is changed, but it is not the repentance that saves you. Believing and trusting in Christ as your Saviour is true repentance. It is only then that the Holy Spirit can start His work in you to enable you to walk worthy of the calling that you have received in Christ. I think that you should get on with finding out God's will for your life and then launching out in faith regardless of your failures and shortcomings. If God doesn't like anything about you, He will change it in His time. What he wants you to do is to see yourself as totally saved and righteous in His sight and then you can walk in freedom from the domination of sin and live your life based on faith.
 
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Of course I believe Jesus is the son
of God but I haven't repented.
10 And now also the axe is laid unto the root of the trees: therefore every tree which brings not forth good fruit is hewn down, and cast into the fire.
11 I indeed baptize you with water unto repentance: but he that comes after me is mightier than I, whose shoes I am not worthy to bear: he shall baptize you with the Holy Ghost, and with fire:
Matthew 3:
But go ye and learn what that means, I will have mercy, and not sacrifice: for I am not come to call
the righteous, but sinners to repentance.
Matthew 9:13
And saying, The time is fulfilled, and the kingdom of God is at hand: repent ye, and believe the gospel.
Mark 1:15
And they went out, and preached that men should repent.
Mark 6:12

And unto man he said, Behold, the fear of the Lord, that is wisdom; and to depart from evil is understanding.
Job 28:28
7 The fear of the LORD is the beginning of knowledge: but fools despise wisdom and instruction.
10 My son, if sinners entice thee, consent thou not.
Proverbs 1:
The fear of the LORD is a fountain of life, to depart from the snares of death.
Proverbs 14:27
 
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I call heaven and earth to record this day against you, that I have set before you life and death,
blessing and cursing: therefore choose life, that both thou and thy seed may live:
Deuteronomy 30:19

We have all been seduced by sin, and even as Christians we stumble and go off track.
23 The steps of a good man are ordered by the LORD: and he delights in his way.
24 Though he fall, he shall not be utterly cast down: for the LORD upholds him with his hand.
Psalms 37:

The desire to deny and overcome sin and to get right with Jesus is completely up to you.
No one else can make you drink of living water.

But the power of God is available through the Pentecost gospel of being baptized in water and in the
Holy Spirit. Really you've got to want God in you and his power to be an overcomer.
Brother, when I tell you I pray every morning early asking for genuine repentance a hatred for sin a hatred of the world and a steadfast faith!
 
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10 And now also the axe is laid unto the root of the trees: therefore every tree which brings not forth good fruit is hewn down, and cast into the fire.
11 I indeed baptize you with water unto repentance: but he that comes after me is mightier than I, whose shoes I am not worthy to bear: he shall baptize you with the Holy Ghost, and with fire:
Matthew 3:
But go ye and learn what that means, I will have mercy, and not sacrifice: for I am not come to call
the righteous, but sinners to repentance.
Matthew 9:13
And saying, The time is fulfilled, and the kingdom of God is at hand: repent ye, and believe the gospel.
Mark 1:15
And they went out, and preached that men should repent.
Mark 6:12

And unto man he said, Behold, the fear of the Lord, that is wisdom; and to depart from evil is understanding.
Job 28:28
7 The fear of the LORD is the beginning of knowledge: but fools despise wisdom and instruction.
10 My son, if sinners entice thee, consent thou not.
Proverbs 1:
The fear of the LORD is a fountain of life, to depart from the snares of death.
Proverbs 14:27
The first 2 verses really scare me. I don't deserve to be on this earth but he kept me. I'm just so afraid and disgusted in myself.
 
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Brother, when I tell you I pray every morning early asking for genuine repentance a hatred for sin a hatred of the world and a steadfast faith!
Be careful about scripture quotes that make you feel condemned in any way. Because you have chosen to believe that Jesus is the Son of God you have already chosen life. It will be a good thing to use 1 John 1:9 and get with God and go through all the sins and failures you can think of from as far back as you can remember, talk with Him about them, ask forgiveness and cleansing. After a couple of hours doing them it will be amazing how clean and free you will feel! I did it when God revealed Himself to me, and boy, did it make such a difference. I went right back to my childhood and discussed everything that hurt or upset me, every traumatic experience, every wrong deed, etc., and it got really sorted out in my fellowship with God.
 
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The first 2 verses really scare me. I don't deserve to be on this earth but he kept me. I'm just so afraid and disgusted in myself.
God has not given us a spirit of fear, but of love, power and a sound mind!
 
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The first 2 verses really scare me. I don't deserve to be on this earth but he kept me. I'm just so afraid and disgusted in myself.
That sounds like guilt and conflict.
Read the gospels again and embrace the love and mercy of Jesus as Lord and Saviour.
He can heal your life. Heal your heart. Heal your soul.

The Revival Fellowship, Fresno

you need to read and hear of testimonies how the Gospel changed the lives of damaged and sinful
people to something beautiful. Be encouraged. The gospel is about hope.

Testimonies
 
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That sounds like guilt and conflict.
Read the gospels again and embrace the love and mercy of Jesus as Lord and Saviour.
He can heal your life. Heal your heart. Heal your soul.

The Revival Fellowship, Fresno

you need to read and hear of testimonies how the Gospel changed the lives of damaged and sinful
people to something beautiful. Be encouraged. The gospel is about hope.

Testimonies
May the Lord bless you abundantly thank u
 
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Prayers for you and against your fear in Jesus name

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For as he thinketh in his heart, so is he: - Proverbs 23:7

As a man thinketh in his heart... So is he! I would start a diet in which you are putting good things in your mind and heart. Particularly faith things.


Father I pray blessings on this request and for a victorious life that will bring you glory in Jesus name I pray. Also taking these needs before God in prayer on the bbnradio.org Family Altar program... BBN Program Schedule

 
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