- Jun 28, 2017
- 193
- 328
- Country
- United States
- Gender
- Female
- Faith
- Christian
- Marital Status
- Single
I think I am cursed:
2 Peter 2:13-14 - “Spots they are and blemishes, sporting themselves with their own deceivings while they feast with you; Having eyes full of adultery, and that cannot cease from sin; beguiling unstable souls: an heart they have exercised with covetous practices; cursed children.”
And I've been having anxiety about dying in my sin. I'm going crazy and I'm super fearful, and aren't the fearful going to be cast into the lake of fire? I keep feeling like I'm going to have a heart attack. Man I messed up too much the Holy Spirit left me Jesus left me im too afraid to call on the Holy Spirit cause I'm afraid it will reject me. I can't hear God. God gave me all these warning signs I haven't changed. And I know I needn't to turn from my sin. I abused Gods grace now that I read Hebrews 10:26 it all makes sense I'm damned. Someone please pray for me. Please in the bottom of your heart do. I don't know why I cannot change, something's making me say "I love sin and the world and I don't want to give it up" but I must. And I pray That if God loves me he'll do what is best for me. I do not want to die in my sin, but I cannot repent. I'm just lost. It is so depressing.
2 Peter 2:13-14 - “Spots they are and blemishes, sporting themselves with their own deceivings while they feast with you; Having eyes full of adultery, and that cannot cease from sin; beguiling unstable souls: an heart they have exercised with covetous practices; cursed children.”
And I've been having anxiety about dying in my sin. I'm going crazy and I'm super fearful, and aren't the fearful going to be cast into the lake of fire? I keep feeling like I'm going to have a heart attack. Man I messed up too much the Holy Spirit left me Jesus left me im too afraid to call on the Holy Spirit cause I'm afraid it will reject me. I can't hear God. God gave me all these warning signs I haven't changed. And I know I needn't to turn from my sin. I abused Gods grace now that I read Hebrews 10:26 it all makes sense I'm damned. Someone please pray for me. Please in the bottom of your heart do. I don't know why I cannot change, something's making me say "I love sin and the world and I don't want to give it up" but I must. And I pray That if God loves me he'll do what is best for me. I do not want to die in my sin, but I cannot repent. I'm just lost. It is so depressing.