Im not sure if my backstory is needed but i was raised not so strict but very christian house we were dragged to church every sunday and for 37 years (25 years of my life) my parents were happily married until my mom left my dad for a woman(and pills)..Addiction runs deep in my family..along with alot of other things...Anyways .Im slowly finding myself again after a devastating two years and being angry at God for various silly reasons .I've been watching all the christian programs i can get , i wake up and fall asleep to it ( I know some of the programs are horrible but when its all you can get its better than nothing) Ive been reading the Bible and praying until i ran out of words to say..for my family. And then the other day i just got really really scared. For no reason . I wont go into deep detail but lets just say...Through out my whole life i always knew God was very much so real because i seen and dealt with evil especially when i was a kid id constantly get attacked .I cant get into deep detail right now but Im all grown up now, On my own pretty much. My fiance is a truck driver and im home alone every night and recently its gotten really hard to sleep because my mind starts racing and fear fills me for absolutely no reason and im so sick of it. My mom is the one who always used to calm me but seeing as she's a pillhead now and off her rocker im alone and so i came here for answers. I really didnt want to write a book..but please please just pray for me to get rid of this constant fear i have when i try to go to sleep. Thanks in advance .