My prayer life has been attacked horribly. Because of certain "experiences" of mine over the summer, I have become paranoid and unable to fully enjoy an effective prayer life for about four months now. I'm holding myself under a microscope and am concentrating on everything I'm doing, thus making it impossible to just let everything go. Of course with a suffering prayer life comes a suffering relationship with God. I need help. If someone's open to talk, that'd be great. If not, then prayer support would be greatly appreciated. Thanks.