Potential Christian with great doubts

[EgbertTheFourth]

Perhaps I'm turning away from the truth. Perhaps God is the truth. Perhaps he is not. I have no clue.

But could it be your impermanence "can't be bothered" to look for what you feel is missing?

I don't get that bit...

 

[cerette]

Thank you for all the helpful and kind replies.

These days I'm very much confused. Every day life seems to lose more and more value. The more I think about life, the more I start to realize life is meaningless.

What do I do things for? I will eventually die. I can start being kind to people, but why would they care? I can start believing in Biblegod and realize later that I was believing a lie.

I'm cursing a lot these days and yeah, everything seems kind of pointless. To you Christians, it would seem that Satan is taking control over me. Perhaps, if he exists, he is.

People leave me behind and why would I let other people determine how I feel? Yet it seems that I do let them. I don't want to feel crappy and angry, am afraid to cry, but yet, here I am feeling depressed. Why are people such liars anyway? What the ... hell?

And I can't even let myself feel depressed, because it feels like I'm whining. Maybe I am. Still, if there's a God, then I'm really lost. There's no way I'm ever going to find him now, if he exists.

I can't be bothered to find him now, as I'm too angry and proud to submit myself. So how am I supposed to find him, if I feel too bad to even try finding him? It seems kind of pointless to me...

I'm sorry guys.

Remember that you are not on earth for the sake of yourself. You are not the purpose of your life. You are here to serve and worship the LORD. Doing just that, makes your life super important and such a blessing. It is not about us, it is about GOD.

 

[Cribstyl]

Perhaps I'm turning away from the truth. Perhaps God is the truth. Perhaps he is not. I have no clue.



I don't get that bit...

Dude, you and I both know that you're not ignorant about Christainity. You cannot chose wicken or demonic worship to learn more about God. Christians have made a choice to serve God through His Son Jesus Christ. If you want a religion to make you feel comfortable with your lifestyle, good luck.

The truth is, God does accept us as we are, but if we're living a sinful life, we're fooling ourselves about whether or not we are true Christians.

It takes giving your time to join a church and getting baptised to begin your journey as a Christain.

Real men trust in God. We all have to submit our sins, past lifestyles and our ways for His way, It's called repentance.

His words gives us a lifestyle to live by, among other answers to life. We are made clean and new by the renewing of our mind.

We have the same obstacles but our answer always cause us to consider WWJD... "What Would Jesus Do" or What does the word of God say.

You know I love you Egbert, but you cant stand outside and know what's going on inside.
You cant fix yourself if you have hurts. Give Jesus a try to make you renewed in Him. You can be more than happy in Him.

Sincerely
CRIBSTYL