I had spent the last couple of days letting the news sink in. My parents were trying to come to terms with the fact that their youngest child was going to die before either of them. My 3 siblings were feeling guilty that it wasn't one of them but the baby of the family. I was numb. I was afraid and I was angry.
Sunday morning came and I knew that I did not want to live my last year of life the same way I had just lived the last 3 days. I wanted to LIVE what time I had...I didn't want to wallow or be angry. So I went for prayer. I didn't ask for healing but I asked that the Lord would remove all fear from my heart and give me the peace that passes understanding.
So that is what the deacon prayed. He prayed that the Lord would bring calm and peace and the Joy Of The Lord to me and to my family as we walked the days ahead...I breathed in and I sighed...the belt that had been wrapped around my lungs tightening down every day for the past year was gone. I could breathe...I could breathe deep...and I could physically feel the air going into my lungs...lungs that just minutes before had been close to collapsing (per the doctor I had just visited days earlier). But not any more!!! They were full of precious air!!!
I saw the lung specialist one more time and he said that he wasn't sure where I got my brand new lungs but the ones he was looking at from the previous tests and the ones that he was seeing on the scan we had just done were two totally different sets of lungs!!!
He said that he had no explanation for what had happened - that medically nothing had been done for me or could have been done for me. So I told him what I happened. I told him that the Lord had healed me and he said that he couldn't argue with the facts and that it was a miracle.
That was five years ago!!!
(sorry db - that was way longer than a paragraph!

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