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Christownsme
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I'm at a point in recovery, step 4, where the self-medicating went away. But in turn I discovered why I self-medicated all these years. I'm scared. I've got a nervous stomach. And I don't know what it has to do with being bipolar unspecified and also the fact that if my memory serves me right, I was traumatically shocked from 110V when I was 5 years old, which could have affected my sympathetic nervous system. Here I could be beating myself up spiritually when the problem lies in an accident long ago, and this could have also brought on my bipolar nature. Where do I go from here?!?