I've been watching pornography for about 3 years, and watching those videos 3-4 per week for last 6 months or so. I knew it was a problem and I need to stop. I read that after 21 days, you will think about it less. About a week or so ago, I prayed to God so that I could be relieved of my sexual immortality and my lustful urges. every time I would watch porn on any website, I would get aroused but after watching the video and being done I would just lay in bed for several minutes feeling dirty gross AND guilty. I didn't even know why I watched the videos, most of the time was because I was bored.
Its been about 2 weeks, and I no longer feel urges or experience lust. I feel that this will be better for future relationships.
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Sexual sin and temptation is very difficult once you allow the evil to get a foot hold, but with God's help He's managed to get me through my temptation and I've become more and more controlled because of Him.
Basically it comes down to "do you love Jesus Christ more than the lustful fantasies?"
Do you repent of the lustful fantasies? Do you want them? do you want to be cleansed and purified in Jesus Christ?
Do you want a Godly marriage?
Do you want to learn what God intended sex for?
Lust will lead to more and more depraved fantasies, there is no freedom when in bondage to sin.
Only in Christ Jesus is there freedom from the bondage sin causes.
He will set you free and forgive you, ask Him in repentance.
Remember satan perverts the truth.
The attraction to more evil in fantasies is an indication the sin is getting worse.
Flee from the enemy, take refuge in Jesus Christ.
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Pray to the Lord every night before bed.
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Matthew 6:9-13
9 After this manner therefore pray ye: Our Father which art in heaven, Hallowed be thy name.
10 Thy kingdom come, Thy will be done in earth, as it is in heaven.
11 Give us this day our daily bread.
12 And forgive us our debts, as we forgive our debtors.
13 And lead us not into temptation, but deliver us from evil: For thine is the kingdom, and the power, and the glory, for ever. Amen."
Focus on Him through your temptations, keep praying to Him as you are tempted.
Pray to Him and show Him your desperation to overcome this sin, acknowledge that it doesn't bring you any peace and joy, and that He is the only one that can provide you with His fruits because He is the way the truth and the Life.
Do you love Lord Jesus more than your sin? Ask yourself this and pray to Him and believe you do love Him more and you want to overcome this sin so you can increase in love for Him, more and more and more, day after day after day.
Ask Him to deliver you from all evil, for He will do this.
It's going to be hard at first, but temptation does pass and He will get you through this and increase you, purify and cleans you always - when you confess and turn away from sin.
Remember He is faithful, confess your sins and He will forgive you!
And if you stumble He is there waiting for you to reach out to Him so He can stand you back up in forgiveness so you can fight the good fight another day.
Love Him, allow His word to enter your soul and spirit.
Keep feeding on His Word, which is eternal life and truth.
God bless you
Michelle1299
You will overcome with Him.
