"Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to you."
I asked, but nothing was given.
I sought, but did not find.
I knocked, yet the door was not opened.
Jesus hates me this I know, coz the Bible tells me so.
God, I don't like you very much at all.
That pretty much sums up how I feel about the whole God issue.
I suppose being a socialphobic doesn't help much. I mean, I can't go to Church or anything (do e-
churches count? Probably not, especially if was thinking of becoming a Catholic).
Heck, I couldn't even be baptised...unless I tried to baptise myself.
So I think my choices are:-
1) Try *very* hard to ignore the whole God thing and just get on with what counts as my life.
2) Try to 'think Christian' and 'act Christian', bearing in mind I am essentially on my own.
Oh, and I've made about as much progress with other 'religions' as I have with Christianity.
I feel like a bit like a lost sheep, except I'm no sheep. I think. I don't know what I am. I certainly don't think I'm much, if anything, of a human being. Perhaps I'm just an evolutionary mistake. Whatever I am, I am *very* messed up.
And very angry.
And very depressed.
And very unwell.
I asked, but nothing was given.
I sought, but did not find.
I knocked, yet the door was not opened.
Jesus hates me this I know, coz the Bible tells me so.
God, I don't like you very much at all.
That pretty much sums up how I feel about the whole God issue.
I suppose being a socialphobic doesn't help much. I mean, I can't go to Church or anything (do e-
churches count? Probably not, especially if was thinking of becoming a Catholic).
Heck, I couldn't even be baptised...unless I tried to baptise myself.
So I think my choices are:-
1) Try *very* hard to ignore the whole God thing and just get on with what counts as my life.
2) Try to 'think Christian' and 'act Christian', bearing in mind I am essentially on my own.
Oh, and I've made about as much progress with other 'religions' as I have with Christianity.
I feel like a bit like a lost sheep, except I'm no sheep. I think. I don't know what I am. I certainly don't think I'm much, if anything, of a human being. Perhaps I'm just an evolutionary mistake. Whatever I am, I am *very* messed up.
And very angry.
And very depressed.
And very unwell.