- Mar 12, 2010
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DH works/worked for a guy in our church who owns his own painting business. DH has had consistent work since he started with this guy, and it has been a huge blessing. BUT, we live in Oregon where it rains 13 months out of the year, and work is getting less frequent. Tonight he found out that, until work picks back up, the Boss Man can't afford to keep him employed.
I am freaking out. I'm kinda p-off about this because, for the first time in our married life we had financial stability, we were looking into getting our own apartment, we were actually going to be able to go out for Valentines Day, we were planning this big even for our anniversary in August, since we'd be able to afford it, and now, all of a sudden, there's no work. I'm angry. I'm really angry.
I shouldn't be, since DH still has a tremendous opportunity opening up for him. In all honesty, this could be the best thing that happens to us since DH would be free to put all effort and time into this cheer coach opportunity, but I am still utterly disappointed. I still feel guilty when we spend money, since we went without it for so long, and now I'm DREADING the idea of going back to all that stress and freaking out over the expenses we have coming up and I'm just.........
Freaking out.
I am freaking out. I'm kinda p-off about this because, for the first time in our married life we had financial stability, we were looking into getting our own apartment, we were actually going to be able to go out for Valentines Day, we were planning this big even for our anniversary in August, since we'd be able to afford it, and now, all of a sudden, there's no work. I'm angry. I'm really angry.
I shouldn't be, since DH still has a tremendous opportunity opening up for him. In all honesty, this could be the best thing that happens to us since DH would be free to put all effort and time into this cheer coach opportunity, but I am still utterly disappointed. I still feel guilty when we spend money, since we went without it for so long, and now I'm DREADING the idea of going back to all that stress and freaking out over the expenses we have coming up and I'm just.........
Freaking out.