I am in a very difficult situation and I feel the Lord has given me the answer however I am confused as to why I am the only one in this situation that feels sure of what I should be doing. Why would God tell me one thing if without Him telling my mate it is impossible? I feel it is right to be together and work through the rest.I feel we belong together. and I know the situation is hard but things that are right are not always easy. I have prayed about this much and I do love this person but if I am the only one willing to do what it takes to make it I can not do any thing about my situation.
Love driveth out fear, yet fear is a huge part of this. I am praying that God will take away the fear in this situation. And give us strength.
If I am not right (though I believe I am) I am praying that God will show me by taking away the Love I feel and giving me peace in my heart about living alone. (I have no peace about this at all)
And I also pray that He will take this deep pain from my heart. Seperation from someone you truely Love is the greatest hurt I have ever felt. and I am no stranger to pain. Seperation just increases my pain in my heart. If we don't talk it may help my mate not see it but it just deepens my pain.
At the same time the stress and pain is causing my fibro to flare and I am having a hard time just functioning. Please pray for my health.
I can not go into any more details than this. But I am asking you to pray for me in this.
Thank You!

Thank you again for your prayers.