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I posted about this before on the forums, but I'm still going through a lot right now, so I'd like to make another post.
For months now, I've been feeling so incredibly depressed and like nothing brings me any fulfillment or joy. I exist just to exist, and nothing brings me any relief except for sleeping and sometimes eating. Like I said, it's been many months now, and now I feel like I am at my wit's end.
It feels shameful to be in such a depressive state when everything else in my life is going well. I got a new job, I'm still alive and physically healthy, I have a roof over my head, and there are countless other blessings I can list off as well. There is NO REASON that I should feel this unhappy... so then, why do I feel so empty and like life is meaningless?
I wish this rain cloud over my head would go away so I could enjoy being alive again. I want to believe that things will get better, I really do... please, God, help me to feel joy again, even if it's just a little bit.
For months now, I've been feeling so incredibly depressed and like nothing brings me any fulfillment or joy. I exist just to exist, and nothing brings me any relief except for sleeping and sometimes eating. Like I said, it's been many months now, and now I feel like I am at my wit's end.
It feels shameful to be in such a depressive state when everything else in my life is going well. I got a new job, I'm still alive and physically healthy, I have a roof over my head, and there are countless other blessings I can list off as well. There is NO REASON that I should feel this unhappy... so then, why do I feel so empty and like life is meaningless?
I wish this rain cloud over my head would go away so I could enjoy being alive again. I want to believe that things will get better, I really do... please, God, help me to feel joy again, even if it's just a little bit.