I realise that I am not allowed to post in the "Christin Only" forums, so I fully expect this post to be deleted - in fact I shall even report it myself.
But I just wanted to say thank you all for your concern.
Personally speaking, atheism is not so much a choice, I just don't feel spiritual like you guys do. The more I wanted to know Jesus (being raised a Christian) the less attatched I felt, so I read the bible and felt even less.
The only way that I can describe it is that my brain must be wired differently from other people. I went form being a believer to a skeptic to a convinced atheist in a few short years.
So thanks again for your kindness.