Hi everyone, so I've been trying to trust God to be able to handle my OCD problems and since then things have gotten worse, I know OCD "yells" louder when you try to ignore it and mine has been pulling out all the stops these days. Yesterday, I had an issue that culminated in me thinking(briefly) that the Holy Spirit was telling me that I could no longer write or draw because there was no way I could glorify God through it. I was very sad but I accepted it until I started feeling that wasn't what God wanted, so I prayed about it again with a clearer mind and I realized that God designed me to be creative and I felt strongly that God wants me to glorify Him through writing and help bring people to Him. BUT, I am still upset and feeling strange. I keep worrying "what if I'm wrong?" "What if I don't really care what God wants?" "What if I fall away from God?" I would like to ask you guys to pray for me that these things don't happen and that I really do glorify God through these things and that this OCD goes awat. I feel they are gifts and I want to make God happy through them but I am scared.