Please Pray For Me

[Danielle Pierette]

Some days my only wish is to leave this Earth behind and be gone forever. Forever out of my friends, and family’s minds never to return again. Today, and this past week I have been feeling this way every single day. The one who was supposed to love me forever doesn’t anymore, none of my friends make an effort to talk to me or see how I’m doing, and the people at work all seem to be talking behind my back and to hate me. I just want all this to end and I’ve thought about ending it myself but honestly I'm too scared to do it myself. I’ve been begging god to help me through all of my struggles and asking for a clear sign on what I should do with everything for months now but still no answer. I feel like He doesn’t listen to me and I feel like even He has abandoned me. I've even been praying for him to just kill me now but it’s not working either. Because I'm constantly going from work to school and I don't have time for anyone or anything my parents keep yelling at me and telling me that all I do is care about myself and that in fact is far from true. I hate myself, I hate everything about me... I’m so stressed lately and I feel so alone. I just want all of this to come to an end. It seems like no one here understands me or what it is that I am going through. I just need someone to talk to but my friends and family won’t understand and I am too scared to tell them because they will judge me. I didn't use to be this way. I used to love God with all of my heart and I used to be so happy and upbeat. I don't know why I'm feeling this way all of a sudden. I really want to get back to God. Sure I go to church every Sunday and youth group but I don't feel anything anymore. I just want things back to the way they used to be for me. Can you guys please pray for me I really am in need of your prayers. Thanks.

 

[dirtoval]

The one who will love you forever still loves you. Jesus died on a cross so that you and I and anyone else could spend eternity with Him. He did because he loves you. I am praying that you will feel His presence with you. You are not alone. Jesus is always there. If you need to talk just come to this forum and ask. We are all here to help. I will continue to pray for you.

 

[RuthD]

I am praying for you. You say you are very stressed. I think it is coloring your world dark. When I was going to school I felt the same way. One thing that helped me tremendously was getting out and walking and jogging and doing exercise. It helps get the good chemicals going in your brain and you feel better. Have you talked to your pastor or a counselor? They can also help you find strategies to help you feel better. I will continue to pray for you and know that I care a lot.

 

[SplendidTree]

Praying!

 

[Danielle Pierette]

thank you so much everyone for your prayers..It'e weird how fast I felt a peace when I read that so many people were praying for me. Yesterday I had a great experience with god...i think i was driving home from college and a person on here suggested that i listen to christian music more so i put on the station that my parents usually listen to which is 97.1 reach fm and britt nicole's all this time came on and for some reason that song just brought me to tears and every song after that one was about god loving me and being strong it could have been a coincidence but i really want to believe that it was god because i really havent seen him working in my life lately and i just need things like what happened today to just take away my doubts but thank you everyone just knowing that there are people out there who care enough to take time out of their day to pray for me really helps.

 

[Debby 24]

praying.

 

[Stephen J]

I am going through a very hard time as well at the moment. I know we can both get out of this soon and be back to normal. It's hard but there's always a way. praying for you.

and remember, don't give up on God. He will heal you.

 

[Just4Jesus]

Some days my only wish is to leave this Earth behind and be gone forever. Forever out of my friends, and family’s minds never to return again. Today, and this past week I have been feeling this way every single day. The one who was supposed to love me forever doesn’t anymore, none of my friends make an effort to talk to me or see how I’m doing, and the people at work all seem to be talking behind my back and to hate me. I just want all this to end and I’ve thought about ending it myself but honestly I'm too scared to do it myself. I’ve been begging god to help me through all of my struggles and asking for a clear sign on what I should do with everything for months now but still no answer. I feel like He doesn’t listen to me and I feel like even He has abandoned me. I've even been praying for him to just kill me now but it’s not working either. Because I'm constantly going from work to school and I don't have time for anyone or anything my parents keep yelling at me and telling me that all I do is care about myself and that in fact is far from true. I hate myself, I hate everything about me... I’m so stressed lately and I feel so alone. I just want all of this to come to an end. It seems like no one here understands me or what it is that I am going through. I just need someone to talk to but my friends and family won’t understand and I am too scared to tell them because they will judge me. I didn't use to be this way. I used to love God with all of my heart and I used to be so happy and upbeat. I don't know why I'm feeling this way all of a sudden. I really want to get back to God. Sure I go to church every Sunday and youth group but I don't feel anything anymore. I just want things back to the way they used to be for me. Can you guys please pray for me I really am in need of your prayers. Thanks.

Father's Love Letter [HD] - YouTube

Hang in there precious. You are loved♥and we are here.

 

[Just4Jesus]

I am going through a very hard time as well at the moment. I know we can both get out of this soon and be back to normal. It's hard but there's always a way. praying for you.

and remember, don't give up on God. He will heal you.

Father's Love Letter [HD] - YouTube

 

[iniowainchrist]

It's a good sign that you cried when you heard a Christian song. Crying is a natural way to let out the bad. Cry, cry all you want. It doesn't mean you're sad, it means you're healing. Eventually you'll stop. Jesus cries with you. One verse of the Bible I remember well:

John 11:35
Jesus wept.

The light is coming back in. You're on your way up.

Edit: Oh, and yes, I will pray for you.

 

[grandma dolittle]

Precious one,
Keep listening to God. He can and will speak to you many ways. He was speaking to you through the music. He has plans and a purpose for you. Paul said in Romans 8:28 And we know all things work together for good to them that love God.....

He answers prayers, but only prayers that are the best for you. I am 67 years old and many years... feels like a hundred.... I was in love with a young boy and I thought I would die without him. I prayed that God would help us get together for always.... time went by and we moved on in separate paths.... I though a part of my heart that would belonged to him, no matter how much I loved my husband. 40 years later we met again. Both were single and spent time talking over coffee catching up. Before that night was over I realized that boy I loved so much turned into a man I could not stand! He was a liar among other things! I refused to see him after that. I thank God for not answering that pray many years ago!!!!!!

Have patience and let God do the work and someone special that will love God will come your way. If I had waited, I would not be divorced now.

 

[Danielle Pierette]

thank you so much for sharing your story with me. And its funny two of my favorite bible verses are romans 8:28 and 12:2 so i got really excited when you mentioned one of my favorite verses and thank you for praying for me. I actually have been getting better. A very nice lady invited me to join a girls study group that she had online and reading the devotions each day has really helped out a lot as well as people sharing with me what they have gone through as well because it shows me if other people can do it so can i thank you sooo much

 

[grandma dolittle]

Danielle,
God works in mysterious ways.From a song to these posts and the study group you are in.... he is working in your life. Just allow him to lead you. You will have a beautiful life and so many years to live for the Lord.

 

[whitebeaches]

im praying for you ((( hugs )))

 

[MissTea]

Dear Father,

I pray for Danielle. May she will recognize that You--the One who is supposed to love her forever--HAS always and WILL always love her forever. Please send Your angels to protect Your dear daughter, and may she never take the beautiful life You've given her. Help her to succeed at work and in college, and may she soon recognize beauty and peace even in her trials. In Jesus' Name. Amen.

~

Your story struck me, Danielle, because I truly understand your current emotional turmoil. I am nineteen, too, as you can see beneath my username, and I began college this past fall. I have battled various anxiety disorders all my life, and college made things ten times worse than before. I, too, felt (and still often feel) so alone.

A few months ago, I felt entirely rejected by even God, but I am beginning to grasp His infinite love again--if not by feeling, then by action. That is, even when I don't feel warm sensations of His love surrounding me, I try to live as if I do. Eventually, I find that I sense His presence once more. Even if it lasts just an instant, I am grateful. And I know that if I went the rest of my life without "feeling" God's love, it would still be there, strong as ever; reliance on feeling is humanity's greatest deception.

Anyway, I just wanted to tell you that you're not alone. I bet if you saw into the minds of many other college students, you'd see that they feel the same way. And please do not take the life God's given you, because even when it seems dark, He'll ensure that your very feelings of hopelessness will lead you toward something wonderful someday.

If you ever need to talk, feel free to message me.

Blessings,

Miss Tea

P.S. One of my favorite things in the world is "A Father's Love Letter." I suggest you Google it. Read and listen to the words, as it's the closest I've ever felt to God speaking directly to me. I even keep a copy in a folder, so I can read it when I feel lonely on my college campus.

 

[grandma dolittle]

Miss tea,
What a beautiful testimony and from a 19 year old! Praise God for you. Your posts blessed my hearth greatly.

 

[MissTea]

Miss tea,
What a beautiful testimony and from a 19 year old! Praise God for you. Your posts blessed my hearth greatly.

Awww, thanks Grandma Dolittle! Thank you for sharing your story, as well! As I impatiently wait for my "soul mate," I appreciate your testimony about waiting for God's timing. Praise God for you, too.

 

[Linus]

I'm sorry that you are hurting! Sometimes friends and family fail us but not God.

Praying for joy, comfort, strength, energy, good friendships, healing of relationships and situation at work in the name of Jesus Christ. Thank You Lord!