Please just take a second to pray for me. My wife told me this morning she wants a divorce. She is 7 1/2 months pregnant and we have been under alot of stress.
We have been together 17 years (33years old) and have been through a lot. Like an idiot, instead of being honest about a situation last night, I lied to avoid having old stuff thrown in my face and even more stress. I got caught and she said this was the final straw.
I screwed up and have never felt so lost in my life. Prayer is tough but trying. Can't even start to think about my 4 year old without wishing I could just vanish forever.
I love my wife to death, and have come a long long way in the last few years since getting saved but still mess up and although I am sad right now, I feel relieved I can maybe stop feeling like such a screw up all the time and being reminded of my mistakes 24/7. I don't understand how this divorce is best, but I can't keep living like this. Pray for me please.
Josh
We have been together 17 years (33years old) and have been through a lot. Like an idiot, instead of being honest about a situation last night, I lied to avoid having old stuff thrown in my face and even more stress. I got caught and she said this was the final straw.
I screwed up and have never felt so lost in my life. Prayer is tough but trying. Can't even start to think about my 4 year old without wishing I could just vanish forever.
I love my wife to death, and have come a long long way in the last few years since getting saved but still mess up and although I am sad right now, I feel relieved I can maybe stop feeling like such a screw up all the time and being reminded of my mistakes 24/7. I don't understand how this divorce is best, but I can't keep living like this. Pray for me please.
Josh
