Hi I'm suffering from an over traumatized mind, have serious anxiety attacks and major depression as a result of being jobless after resigning from a very negative work place. I'm drifting between hopelessness and I am very very 'lost'. I have no interests in anything as well as have no interest in living either but I know that I have to live on for the sake of my old folks.
Due to my inability to cope with negative work environments , I am very fearful of working for people and I'm at a total lost. Due to chronic over-thinking /over fearing, my mind is over-traumatized and I feel like I'm crazy although I'm still sane. I feel very 'different' as if my mind is very far away.I've been holed up in my apartment for the past two months and I am restless during the daytime as the days pass so slowly and I don't have any interest at all in doing anything. In other words my life is currently a living hell.
I've been praying and begging for God for directions and guidance but to date, I have yet to receive any guidance / directions from him. I seriously need God's healing for my mind and directions for my future as I do not know what to do or what to do in order to earn an income to survive. Too depressed even to do anything and extremely fearful to the extent that my mind cannot rest or relax.
Can you all pray to God to heal my mind and to give me a way to earn an income so that I can live? I'm so lost and I feel really lost and life is meaningless to me. I can't go on living like this but I'm not well and don't have any directions.
Due to my inability to cope with negative work environments , I am very fearful of working for people and I'm at a total lost. Due to chronic over-thinking /over fearing, my mind is over-traumatized and I feel like I'm crazy although I'm still sane. I feel very 'different' as if my mind is very far away.I've been holed up in my apartment for the past two months and I am restless during the daytime as the days pass so slowly and I don't have any interest at all in doing anything. In other words my life is currently a living hell.
I've been praying and begging for God for directions and guidance but to date, I have yet to receive any guidance / directions from him. I seriously need God's healing for my mind and directions for my future as I do not know what to do or what to do in order to earn an income to survive. Too depressed even to do anything and extremely fearful to the extent that my mind cannot rest or relax.
Can you all pray to God to heal my mind and to give me a way to earn an income so that I can live? I'm so lost and I feel really lost and life is meaningless to me. I can't go on living like this but I'm not well and don't have any directions.
