Latley I've been having trouble with my emotions. I've been flying off the handle and thinking that everyone hates me. I've felt so unwanted and unloved, and I know that's not the true story.
I've also been having trouble with my mom, my dance leader sent home a list of rules to be signed now that I'm on the team, and my mom completley blew up (she's not a Christian). She said that there's no way everyone in our church follows those rules, and that everything that goes on at our church is just for show and that I'm just like them, I'm not really a Christian. She was going to call my dance leader and cuss her out, but something happened and she didn't. She said she'd take me to practice but she wouldn't come and watch me, that she wasn't proud but a bit ashamed that I was even going to "that church." My mom hates the church I go to and everyone who goes to it, please pray that God will speak to her heart, I heard the very night this happened that "bigger levels" meant "bigger devils", so I know that God will move awesomely if I can just make it through this, please pray for me and my mom.
I've also been having trouble with my mom, my dance leader sent home a list of rules to be signed now that I'm on the team, and my mom completley blew up (she's not a Christian). She said that there's no way everyone in our church follows those rules, and that everything that goes on at our church is just for show and that I'm just like them, I'm not really a Christian. She was going to call my dance leader and cuss her out, but something happened and she didn't. She said she'd take me to practice but she wouldn't come and watch me, that she wasn't proud but a bit ashamed that I was even going to "that church." My mom hates the church I go to and everyone who goes to it, please pray that God will speak to her heart, I heard the very night this happened that "bigger levels" meant "bigger devils", so I know that God will move awesomely if I can just make it through this, please pray for me and my mom.
Father bless my friend, it can be so hard when your mum doesnt support your journey with god, and even harder when we let our human emotions of self loath eat away at us. God we thank you that are all we need! that your love makes us whole and lovely. God give my friend a renewed strength to keep seeking you and let your light shine so brightly from her that her mum's heart will soften and cry out to you. Lord draw her close to you and let her see herself through your eyes....let her see how wonderfully and perfectly you have created her, and that your love is all that she needs. Father i pray that you will keep working on her mum, that you'll bring people into her life that can help lead her to you and that you will meet with her one on one and just move in her heart with such a force that can no longer deny you. Bless my young friend god! help her to always see your path and to always keep seeking you.
